I tried hard to recover my hurtness, but it seemed like useless. I tried hard to love you at my whole heart, but it seemed like difficult. I tried hard to smile all the time with you, but it seemed like I cannot. I tried hard...
MAYBE I will feel hopeless someday. Now I am tired. I wanted to end this situtation but I cannot. If I am strong enough, I will do so. So annoying that I need to wait for so long time, it was half year already, but you did nothing except hurting me. I knew that you tried hard to let me feel better, but the main problem is that you have another one you love. I do not know why you can do so...
TELL me what can I do?
