I have a wish, does Jesus listen to me? Will it be truth? In fact, I did not have any expectation on our love since I cannot believe that we are together till now. What's more, I think I would be like that till we end.
MY love do not like that I always think of it, maybe that is because it make him feel bad and he cannot give me braveful. Anyway, we can be lasted long, I think. I do not know how to say but feel it. The coming 21 is our 5 months celebration, but I can only feel hurt. It is 5 months already! When will he ended this situation? I do not want to continue...
THERE are 7 months left, if he did nothing, I will end this relation. This is my dead line and I am being hurted. It hurts, really hurts! I did not feel it before, I did not cry because it is afraid that he will leave again. It is noticed that I am confusing for sure, and he hurt me a lot before or even now.
