I love my love so much, so I afraid that he will leave one day. Sometimes, I will think that maybe I should leave first... But it is so straight, because of too afraid of leaving, so leaving? Ha ha, anyway, I losｔ temper tonight because I think of his girlfriend again. I feel guity of it... After that he lost his temper, but we was okay at least.
IT should not be show, I mean my sadness, since I do not want to make him upset either. Will we have a happy ending at least?
