Is it too love, so afraid of?

I love my love so much, so I afraid that he will leave one day. Sometimes, I will think that maybe I should leave first... But it is so straight, because of too afraid of leaving, so leaving? Ha ha, anyway, I losｔ temper tonight because I think of his girlfriend again. I feel guity of it... After that he lost his temper, but we was okay at least.

IT should not be show, I mean my sadness, since I do not want to make him upset either. Will we have a happy ending at least?

A Busy Month

I got a rest today with my love, it felt excellent. After my lovely English lesson, I went to North-point and we went to Pol University. I read my book about Society Sexually and he went to the library. We had dinner together at Hung Hom. It seemed long time did not have meal with my love.

HAPPY Birthday to my friend anyway. He is 19 and we all will have a dinner on the coming Sunday. It is time for us to meet since we did not meet for long time. By the way, I was extremely busy this month. Yet, I have a little rest today and I have to work on my assignments, essays and presentation.

HOPEFULLY, time will go faster in the coming two weeks. I have a high expectation in the coming camp with all of you! So great to think of that... I feel hurt that my love have to do so much work, and I wish he won't go overwork anymore!