Hope not to be happened again

YESTERDAY was my first time that I said''Break up'' with my love since I still really love him at all. I cannot stand to accept another girl in our love, it seem like a splinter in our heart, so I wanted to leave again. I think I cannot wait for the right time cause if the right time is came when I have to leave Hong Kong, then what should we do?

LUCKILY, we did not separate and hopefully we won't be separate in no time. I really love him and I felt painful that I met him today. Maybe, it is because of yesterday night... In fact, I am afraiding...

BY the way, I had much happy moment today and I study hard too. I know I have to hold my time seriously since I have less time for my studies now. That is why, I have to start my studies now (*0*).