Disorderly Mind

I feel confusing and disorderly about all the things. I am unhappy and I feel bad since this morning. Maybe that was because of my period time, yet my period is just overed. By the way, I do not know what I am confusing for, even worsen, I do not want to take notice on any.

MAYBE, I am tired merely... I feel stress and I always afraid about the broken up of us. I must be used to feel so since I do not have confident on our love. Most said that I should give up, however, I cannot cause I love him so much.

SOMETIMES, I think I am too cheap cause I just like a guy who can be ''come at any moment, leave at any time when he wonder''. I hate so, and I cannot change what I am thinking now. I want to peace my heart and stop to think.