WHY don't you just say bye to her? Why don't you do so? Why you think I would be okay till now? Why don't you just say it to me? Why you have to let me down? Why ...
THERE are many ''why'' Questions around me, if ''sorry '' is enough, then everythings will be fine. But, this would not come true, you have to face me or ever your girlfriend. You feel sorry, but that is not enough, something you cannot restore anymore... Time will be passed, if you do nothing, then I will leave too. Everything will be okay without you since I have no confident about our love.
IT is not because you are not the best, but somethings you cannot regain again since time was passed. I love you, yet, I won't let myself hurted because of you again. I will never do so! By the way, it may not be the worse time.
2007-10-30
2007-10-28
Strange
IT was strange today, maybe it was because I received a news yesterday from my antie. In fact, I might not able to go Canadra since I have no money for my living payment. This is a big problem... How can I earn $1200000 within a year?
2007-10-27
My Goat
I woke up 0500 today, I went to HQ at 0600 and had a meeting about the hole HKI-Ds' year-plan. At 0830, I backed to Shau Kei Wan and had a drilling training with my Ranges till 1030. My love and I met at Hang Hau at 1230 orinially, but he was late again. This time he lated for 20 minutes, I was a little bit angry but I was okay within 10 minutes without any good says.
WE backed to San Po Kong for lunch at a old restaurant at 1330. Following that, we went to HoLap College and had a drilling training for 55th Guides till 1615. I think they was good today as they drilled welly.
AT night, I had a meal with my antie backed from Canadra for 5 days work. She is excellent since I think she is success woman. She had a good paid job, a fantastic family since there are three children with at least a degree (they are nice surely), an attentive husband.
NO woman do not want to be like that, including me. She is my goat! By the way, I started to miss my love and I do not know why I would like that! I think I am annoying...
BESIDE me, I think one of my best friend, Lucy faced some problems between his boyfriend and her. I wonder they can be last long and even longer than forever. I want they will happy all the time.
WE backed to San Po Kong for lunch at a old restaurant at 1330. Following that, we went to HoLap College and had a drilling training for 55th Guides till 1615. I think they was good today as they drilled welly.
AT night, I had a meal with my antie backed from Canadra for 5 days work. She is excellent since I think she is success woman. She had a good paid job, a fantastic family since there are three children with at least a degree (they are nice surely), an attentive husband.
NO woman do not want to be like that, including me. She is my goat! By the way, I started to miss my love and I do not know why I would like that! I think I am annoying...
BESIDE me, I think one of my best friend, Lucy faced some problems between his boyfriend and her. I wonder they can be last long and even longer than forever. I want they will happy all the time.
2007-10-26
Worried
HE got sick today and I worried about him. So, I left school at 1230 and missed the History lesson. Lucy, Herny, my love and I had lunch at ''Fat Guy Ming'' in San Po Kong. It was fantastic since there were many happiness between us.
AFTER lunch, we backed to HoLap College and had a drilling training for 55th Guides. Lucy and I waited an hour and started training at around 1600, we teached the Enrolment Ceremony In Horseshoe at playground. They were quite good today (^0^).
FOLLOWING that, we had a talk from my love, in fact it was merely a introduction of Vowing Ceremony. At about 1900, we left and had dinner in Kowloon City for Shanghai food. It was sweet and I missed him. Um, we had bear tonight for our meal, it was interesting as I had never drink with all my ex-boyfriends before. Excellent that we met 6-7 hours today! Is it sound great?
YET, his girlfriend called him at our way to WTS-D, there is a little bit upset me. By the way, we felt great and I know that we love each other too. Um, in fact, I worried about his illnesses cause he felt bad and tired tonight. Hopefully, he would be better tomorrow.
AFTER lunch, we backed to HoLap College and had a drilling training for 55th Guides. Lucy and I waited an hour and started training at around 1600, we teached the Enrolment Ceremony In Horseshoe at playground. They were quite good today (^0^).
FOLLOWING that, we had a talk from my love, in fact it was merely a introduction of Vowing Ceremony. At about 1900, we left and had dinner in Kowloon City for Shanghai food. It was sweet and I missed him. Um, we had bear tonight for our meal, it was interesting as I had never drink with all my ex-boyfriends before. Excellent that we met 6-7 hours today! Is it sound great?
YET, his girlfriend called him at our way to WTS-D, there is a little bit upset me. By the way, we felt great and I know that we love each other too. Um, in fact, I worried about his illnesses cause he felt bad and tired tonight. Hopefully, he would be better tomorrow.
2007-10-25
The Fourth Days
I woke up late and I was late to school. Oh! Jesue! Forgive me since this was my second times. I promised I won't do so again. By the way, there are Chinese and English lessons which I wished for a long time. My listening is quite good and I have to improve my English writing.
SINCE last month, I started to send e-mails to a person that I do not know who is he. In fact, he is a guy who added me from my xanga and we talked a lots about our daily by sending e-mail. Um, this is strange for me cause I won't do so in normal case. By the way, I did not tell any about my heart and he knew that I got a boyfriend already (*0*).
IF possible, I would like to meet my love today, unfortunely, we have no time ( it is not merely about time dis-matching now). This was the fourth days we did not see each other and it upset me. By the way, I am used not to think of him all day and not to miss him at all. In fact, I am missing him at the moment...
SINCE last month, I started to send e-mails to a person that I do not know who is he. In fact, he is a guy who added me from my xanga and we talked a lots about our daily by sending e-mail. Um, this is strange for me cause I won't do so in normal case. By the way, I did not tell any about my heart and he knew that I got a boyfriend already (*0*).
IF possible, I would like to meet my love today, unfortunely, we have no time ( it is not merely about time dis-matching now). This was the fourth days we did not see each other and it upset me. By the way, I am used not to think of him all day and not to miss him at all. In fact, I am missing him at the moment...
2007-10-24
Disorderly Mind
I feel confusing and disorderly about all the things. I am unhappy and I feel bad since this morning. Maybe that was because of my period time, yet my period is just overed. By the way, I do not know what I am confusing for, even worsen, I do not want to take notice on any.
MAYBE, I am tired merely... I feel stress and I always afraid about the broken up of us. I must be used to feel so since I do not have confident on our love. Most said that I should give up, however, I cannot cause I love him so much.
SOMETIMES, I think I am too cheap cause I just like a guy who can be ''come at any moment, leave at any time when he wonder''. I hate so, and I cannot change what I am thinking now. I want to peace my heart and stop to think.
MAYBE, I am tired merely... I feel stress and I always afraid about the broken up of us. I must be used to feel so since I do not have confident on our love. Most said that I should give up, however, I cannot cause I love him so much.
SOMETIMES, I think I am too cheap cause I just like a guy who can be ''come at any moment, leave at any time when he wonder''. I hate so, and I cannot change what I am thinking now. I want to peace my heart and stop to think.
2007-10-23
Fully dis-match
THERE were two days we did not meet already since our time was fully dis-match. We even cannot meet on the bus-time. When I had my lessons, he does too; when I was free, he worked part-time; when I worked part-time, he had lesson again. After hole-day working, we become tired too. That was our time! How dis-match we are!
IN the coming days, we cannot meet either till Saturday cause we have no time to meet or even do our own businesses. By the way, he will go to Tong-tse later at Saturday, then we can meet a hole afternoon with our 55th Guides (>0<).
TODAY, I receives 24 e-mails since I did not check it yesterday. It make me crazy and I start to have lots of works do again. Most are about Guides and Ranges with a few Bownie... I feel tense and I want to stop, may I? Or even, may we?
IN the coming days, we cannot meet either till Saturday cause we have no time to meet or even do our own businesses. By the way, he will go to Tong-tse later at Saturday, then we can meet a hole afternoon with our 55th Guides (>0<).
TODAY, I receives 24 e-mails since I did not check it yesterday. It make me crazy and I start to have lots of works do again. Most are about Guides and Ranges with a few Bownie... I feel tense and I want to stop, may I? Or even, may we?
2007-10-22
Deeper
21 & 22- October, 2007
THESE two days, I had a deep rest and I felt better now. Yesterday, I had a drilling training for 21th Bownies and they made me crazy. After that, I backed home and went to WTS at 1430 to wait for my love. Yet, I waited for 2.5hours and I felt very tired. Luckily, we met and had a tea together in Kwan Tong.
WHILE waiting, I went to Populatar and had a reading. It is good to have a book store there. Unexpectively, I did not go mad and have a big smile all day. Maybe, I became more patient and loveable now. (*0*)
THIS morning, I got illnesses and went into hospital that I cannot back school. And we cannot meet either. It made me less happiness. By the way, I worked part-time at 1600 to 2030 and I felt tired again. However, I needed to finish my Chinese History Assignments tonight cause the deadline is tomorrow.
THESE two days, I had a deep rest and I felt better now. Yesterday, I had a drilling training for 21th Bownies and they made me crazy. After that, I backed home and went to WTS at 1430 to wait for my love. Yet, I waited for 2.5hours and I felt very tired. Luckily, we met and had a tea together in Kwan Tong.
WHILE waiting, I went to Populatar and had a reading. It is good to have a book store there. Unexpectively, I did not go mad and have a big smile all day. Maybe, I became more patient and loveable now. (*0*)
THIS morning, I got illnesses and went into hospital that I cannot back school. And we cannot meet either. It made me less happiness. By the way, I worked part-time at 1600 to 2030 and I felt tired again. However, I needed to finish my Chinese History Assignments tonight cause the deadline is tomorrow.
2007-10-21
Drilling Training
20-October, 2007
THERE are two Drilling Training today, one was for Ranges, including me, another was for EK55th Guides. It made me become crazy. Under feeling tired, I had a hot-pot with my friends, about 13 guys, to celebrity my sister and Suen's birthday.
SINCE my love told me that the 55th Guides laugh at scouts in the last time when they were being scolded. I punlished the guides by doing some exercises, also it was because they made Lucy angry about their hands. So, I scolded them. By the way, I don't think that they will love me cause I punlished them at this way.
IN fact, I afraid that I was to hard for them. Yet, Lucy and KaWah don't think so, then that was okay. Hopefully, they will know what I wondered.
THERE are two Drilling Training today, one was for Ranges, including me, another was for EK55th Guides. It made me become crazy. Under feeling tired, I had a hot-pot with my friends, about 13 guys, to celebrity my sister and Suen's birthday.
SINCE my love told me that the 55th Guides laugh at scouts in the last time when they were being scolded. I punlished the guides by doing some exercises, also it was because they made Lucy angry about their hands. So, I scolded them. By the way, I don't think that they will love me cause I punlished them at this way.
IN fact, I afraid that I was to hard for them. Yet, Lucy and KaWah don't think so, then that was okay. Hopefully, they will know what I wondered.
2007-10-19
illness
SINCE Monday, I got sick till now and I did not get better, even worsen. By the way, yesterday night, I went to WTS-D with me love and he held a course for scouts. I went there to have a review for my memories cause I will hold a similar one later.
WE meet about 1800 in North Point, then we backed to Wong Tai Sin by MTR. Following that, I brought dinner for my love, Herny and myself. I met with KaL and a Hong, that was excited me at all. Also, I met with Alexander and Man-chun too.
AT around 2300, we left WTS-D and backed home. My father started to scold me from 2330 to 0045, I thought that he was unreasonable, yet, he is my father! So, I have nothing to do. After that, I felt extremely bad since my illness had been worsen and worsen, I nearly cannot speak today. So that, I brought a lot of lozenges and I have to repair my voice tomorrow morning. Unless, I would not be able to go to Drilling Parade Rehearsal and Drilling Training for EK55th Guides.
BY the way, my love and I will meet at 1600 and he accompany me to buy my drilling shoes. (^0^)
WE meet about 1800 in North Point, then we backed to Wong Tai Sin by MTR. Following that, I brought dinner for my love, Herny and myself. I met with KaL and a Hong, that was excited me at all. Also, I met with Alexander and Man-chun too.
AT around 2300, we left WTS-D and backed home. My father started to scold me from 2330 to 0045, I thought that he was unreasonable, yet, he is my father! So, I have nothing to do. After that, I felt extremely bad since my illness had been worsen and worsen, I nearly cannot speak today. So that, I brought a lot of lozenges and I have to repair my voice tomorrow morning. Unless, I would not be able to go to Drilling Parade Rehearsal and Drilling Training for EK55th Guides.
BY the way, my love and I will meet at 1600 and he accompany me to buy my drilling shoes. (^0^)
2007-10-17
OT
THIS morning, I felt extemely bad and I thought I got fear again. By the way, I need to go to school since these were Geography and Economics. Then, I really miss my love... By the way, I needed to work at 1600 again. I could not speak much and I had to OT tonight till 2115. OH! My Jesus!
YET, this was not the worsen, the most worsen was that I cannot meet my love since I really miss him at my hole heart. Likewises, I had to work on my studies and finish my f-homework. I thought I won't be abled to sleep till 0230. And I surely that I would be worsen tomorrow!
YET, this was not the worsen, the most worsen was that I cannot meet my love since I really miss him at my hole heart. Likewises, I had to work on my studies and finish my f-homework. I thought I won't be abled to sleep till 0230. And I surely that I would be worsen tomorrow!
Got SICK
16-October, 2007
I did not went to school today since I felt bad this morning. Yet, I had to get up at 1100 cause I had to delivery my uiform again. This time, the size and all things were fit for me. It was great! Then, I wondered to buy a pair of drilling shoes but I could not find it at all. Following that, I had to work part-time today because if I take a day, I had to suffer losses of $320, it is not avaluable!
AFTER working, I went to Polytechnic University to wait for my love till he finished his lesson at around 2200. It was cold and I felt worsen. Also, I thought I got a fear since I wondered to faint tonight. Then, we might have dinner together orginially, however, there were no places for us to have our dinner.
LAST mid-night, my love sang a lots and he played guitar for me. This was not my first time who played it to me, yet, I felt different! I think I really love him... In fact, I was touch and happy that he played it to me since I had never think that before.
I did not went to school today since I felt bad this morning. Yet, I had to get up at 1100 cause I had to delivery my uiform again. This time, the size and all things were fit for me. It was great! Then, I wondered to buy a pair of drilling shoes but I could not find it at all. Following that, I had to work part-time today because if I take a day, I had to suffer losses of $320, it is not avaluable!
AFTER working, I went to Polytechnic University to wait for my love till he finished his lesson at around 2200. It was cold and I felt worsen. Also, I thought I got a fear since I wondered to faint tonight. Then, we might have dinner together orginially, however, there were no places for us to have our dinner.
LAST mid-night, my love sang a lots and he played guitar for me. This was not my first time who played it to me, yet, I felt different! I think I really love him... In fact, I was touch and happy that he played it to me since I had never think that before.
2007-10-15
Happiness?
SHOULD I be happy? Maybe, but I cannot feel so. I felt sad since yesterday night, I cried for some moment cause there were somethings happened beside me. In fact, I should be happy about it, but I cannot feel so at all. I only felt guity and sorry...
I am sorry since you do not know me, but I knew that I destroyed somethings and that cannot be restored again. Before that happened, I thought everything will go smoothly if... Yet, it was not the ture, it was wrong and it was not so simple as I through before.
WHAT can I do? I cannot tell my love all about my feelings, I do not want to upset him again. By the way, I can do nothing, JUST TAKE IT EASY, isn't it?
I am sorry since you do not know me, but I knew that I destroyed somethings and that cannot be restored again. Before that happened, I thought everything will go smoothly if... Yet, it was not the ture, it was wrong and it was not so simple as I through before.
WHAT can I do? I cannot tell my love all about my feelings, I do not want to upset him again. By the way, I can do nothing, JUST TAKE IT EASY, isn't it?
Self-Study Day
14-October, 2007
SINCE waking up at 0900, I felt sleepy all day. I had a meeting this morning at 1000 at Kowloon Tong about the Wild Camp hold on 23-24.12 with ventures, scouts, guides and my ranges. It went smoothly and we had a conclusion directly.
FOLLOWING that, I went to my love's home to have my study from 1430 to 1700. We watched a movie togater at home till 2000. The movie was quite boring and we fell asleep at all. By the way, I felt sweety and excellent since we did not watch movie together for a long time.
WE had Dinner at ''Shanghoi Mama'' at Po Lamat about 2100, after having our lovely dinner, we walked for a while and he accompanied me to Tiu Keng Leng MTR, then I backed home at 2315. It was a loveable day!
SINCE waking up at 0900, I felt sleepy all day. I had a meeting this morning at 1000 at Kowloon Tong about the Wild Camp hold on 23-24.12 with ventures, scouts, guides and my ranges. It went smoothly and we had a conclusion directly.
FOLLOWING that, I went to my love's home to have my study from 1430 to 1700. We watched a movie togater at home till 2000. The movie was quite boring and we fell asleep at all. By the way, I felt sweety and excellent since we did not watch movie together for a long time.
WE had Dinner at ''Shanghoi Mama'' at Po Lamat about 2100, after having our lovely dinner, we walked for a while and he accompanied me to Tiu Keng Leng MTR, then I backed home at 2315. It was a loveable day!
Parade Rehearsal
13-October, 2007
I had a parade rehearsal in Shau Kei Wan with the Bownies, Guides and Ranges today. This was not hard but tired. I had to hold the Bownies at the middle of the rehearsal, it was so strange for me. By the way, it was a good experience since it is my first time to attent Parade which present Girl Guides but not St. John.
THEN I went to Tsim Sha Tsui to delivery by uniform, yet it had to be change cause it was not fit for me. After that, I felt tired and I backed home at about 2030. I had dinner with my lovely mum and the food was so delicious, maybe it was because I did not had dinner at home for some days.
LIKEWISE, my love and I did not meet today since he had to deal with his scout and our time was not match again. However, it is fine since he came to accompany me to had my dinner yesterday.
I had a parade rehearsal in Shau Kei Wan with the Bownies, Guides and Ranges today. This was not hard but tired. I had to hold the Bownies at the middle of the rehearsal, it was so strange for me. By the way, it was a good experience since it is my first time to attent Parade which present Girl Guides but not St. John.
THEN I went to Tsim Sha Tsui to delivery by uniform, yet it had to be change cause it was not fit for me. After that, I felt tired and I backed home at about 2030. I had dinner with my lovely mum and the food was so delicious, maybe it was because I did not had dinner at home for some days.
LIKEWISE, my love and I did not meet today since he had to deal with his scout and our time was not match again. However, it is fine since he came to accompany me to had my dinner yesterday.
2007-10-12
Friday
TO sum up this week, I can only said that I am really crazy, I feel extremely tired. By the way, I started to work again and I feel excellent that I could get a job for each wage... Thus, my love and I becoming more and more closer, unless he have girlfriend, I will be more happy.
TODAY, I had English and History lessons too, I like Friday! Mr. Hon really can teach me a lot, also in my history lesson I learnt many about our China. I love these two subjects again, especally English. Hopefully, I can improve them at all.
YET, I did not meet my best friends since last Thursday. I miss them very much, but we have no matching time... Likewise, I met my love and we had an hour today, in fact, it is not enough for me... However, it is good for us can meet every day, isn't it? (^0^)
TODAY, I had English and History lessons too, I like Friday! Mr. Hon really can teach me a lot, also in my history lesson I learnt many about our China. I love these two subjects again, especally English. Hopefully, I can improve them at all.
YET, I did not meet my best friends since last Thursday. I miss them very much, but we have no matching time... Likewise, I met my love and we had an hour today, in fact, it is not enough for me... However, it is good for us can meet every day, isn't it? (^0^)
2007-10-11
Last long
TODAY I feel extremely tired since I slept only 5 hours and I just backed home. Yet, I like it! I have no time to think of the stupid things, just working and working all the time... I had better be add much oil on my studies, I started to worried about it.
IN fact, I like teaching kids and I think they are interesting. I love them at all. They always ask stupid things, make stupid mistake and even they are coping, they can be wrong either. I think they need my help and I wish I can do so.
BY the way, my love and I met today, we had dinner together (actually, he accompanied me to have my dinner). Maybe, the right time is coming... Maybe, not. But the most important thing is being happy with him. I hope he will feel great all his time. (*0*)
IN fact, I like teaching kids and I think they are interesting. I love them at all. They always ask stupid things, make stupid mistake and even they are coping, they can be wrong either. I think they need my help and I wish I can do so.
BY the way, my love and I met today, we had dinner together (actually, he accompanied me to have my dinner). Maybe, the right time is coming... Maybe, not. But the most important thing is being happy with him. I hope he will feel great all his time. (*0*)
Real Love
REAL Love is unforgetful ,unreasonably and you will never know which is. Yet, Real Love is difficult to find or meet, we can just wait and looking forward to it. Even the God might not know when would it become, so just take it easy!
BY the way, I think Real Love is not the most important, the happiness is weighty too. I love my love, but there are somethings imperfect. Maybe, that is our challenge, if we could overcome it, we will have a better love, MAYBE.
BESIDES, I just finished my work and wonder to sleep now. This afternoon I had all my lesson, I worked part-time in being a P1-P6 tutorial teacher in Chuk Yuen. This was my first day, I think that is so far so good since I do not like the other teachers always think of money. I mean, I think the most important is the grow of the kids.
ANYWAY, I left at 2015 and I had dinner alone cause I do not want anyone to accompany me. My love and I had not meet today and we did not talk in the phone since yesterday. Yet, I think that is okay for me and I am used to missing him at all.
BY the way, I think Real Love is not the most important, the happiness is weighty too. I love my love, but there are somethings imperfect. Maybe, that is our challenge, if we could overcome it, we will have a better love, MAYBE.
BESIDES, I just finished my work and wonder to sleep now. This afternoon I had all my lesson, I worked part-time in being a P1-P6 tutorial teacher in Chuk Yuen. This was my first day, I think that is so far so good since I do not like the other teachers always think of money. I mean, I think the most important is the grow of the kids.
ANYWAY, I left at 2015 and I had dinner alone cause I do not want anyone to accompany me. My love and I had not meet today and we did not talk in the phone since yesterday. Yet, I think that is okay for me and I am used to missing him at all.
2007-10-09
Tired day
THIS was a extremely tired day, I just slept for 2 hours yesterday. In fact, I can only have less than 20 hours within 5 working days. Is it crazy? I cannot slept well unless I have a revision and do most my work. I am afraiding I have no time on my revision since I have to work part-time from tomorrow.
I had Mathematics lesson today again, it made me yarn and fell asleep... After having our Mathematics lesson, I had a Fish-O-fish for my breakfast at McDoanld. Then, after finishing my Chinese History, I had to go to Tsim Sha Tsui to purchase my Air Range Uniform with Wince.
AT about 1630, I went to Hang Hau to meet my love, then we went to Polytechnic University and I backed home at 1915. We can meet today, but in the coming days, we might not meet since we had to work separately. By the way, I love him!
I had Mathematics lesson today again, it made me yarn and fell asleep... After having our Mathematics lesson, I had a Fish-O-fish for my breakfast at McDoanld. Then, after finishing my Chinese History, I had to go to Tsim Sha Tsui to purchase my Air Range Uniform with Wince.
AT about 1630, I went to Hang Hau to meet my love, then we went to Polytechnic University and I backed home at 1915. We can meet today, but in the coming days, we might not meet since we had to work separately. By the way, I love him!
2007-10-08
Hope not to be happened again
YESTERDAY was my first time that I said''Break up'' with my love since I still really love him at all. I cannot stand to accept another girl in our love, it seem like a splinter in our heart, so I wanted to leave again. I think I cannot wait for the right time cause if the right time is came when I have to leave Hong Kong, then what should we do?
LUCKILY, we did not separate and hopefully we won't be separate in no time. I really love him and I felt painful that I met him today. Maybe, it is because of yesterday night... In fact, I am afraiding...
BY the way, I had much happy moment today and I study hard too. I know I have to hold my time seriously since I have less time for my studies now. That is why, I have to start my studies now (*0*).
LUCKILY, we did not separate and hopefully we won't be separate in no time. I really love him and I felt painful that I met him today. Maybe, it is because of yesterday night... In fact, I am afraiding...
BY the way, I had much happy moment today and I study hard too. I know I have to hold my time seriously since I have less time for my studies now. That is why, I have to start my studies now (*0*).
2007-10-07
Smiles by heart
TODAY I got up at 1300 and had a great bath with much bubble (It means whirlpool.). Then I went to my love's home and had a revision. At 1845, I backed to home with a heavy heart...
BY the way, it is not important to know what was happened. Besides, I felt happy again within 15 minutes because I met a guy who is a British. He asked me where is Kowloon City and we talked for a while. He is so nice and he extolled me at all. It made me smile again...
SMILES is an excellent pill to let me happy. There are somethings we cannot change but only can accept, but what can we do? We can only change our mind. So, I am better now and I love him very much.
BY the way, it is not important to know what was happened. Besides, I felt happy again within 15 minutes because I met a guy who is a British. He asked me where is Kowloon City and we talked for a while. He is so nice and he extolled me at all. It made me smile again...
SMILES is an excellent pill to let me happy. There are somethings we cannot change but only can accept, but what can we do? We can only change our mind. So, I am better now and I love him very much.
Air Dakota
I had to get up at early 0800 today (I mean 06/10) since I had a regularly meeting with my lovely ranges. They did well today, the meeting was went through smoothly and we could finish it at 1200. Sadly, I had to handle a lot of jobs cause there are many programmes in the coming year. Then, my schedule started to be fulled.
YET, I got a part-time with $47/hr which is being a tutariol teacher in Chuk Yuen. This job is better than before. In fact, I do not want to work part-time, however, I had to pay for the charge of our refrigerator for 12 months.
AFTER having a regularly meeting with ranges, I had to back school for my Geography lesson which is a stupid lesson (*0*). Following that, I went to my last Dactylology Course alone. My ex-boyfriend did not go with me and he did not talk much with me. I felt confused and a little upset.
BY the way, my love and I did not meet for 2 days again. I miss him but I am used to feel so. He have much to do in the coming days and I have too. Maybe, we cannot meet frequency starting from next week since we had to work and go to school. It upset me...
YET, I got a part-time with $47/hr which is being a tutariol teacher in Chuk Yuen. This job is better than before. In fact, I do not want to work part-time, however, I had to pay for the charge of our refrigerator for 12 months.
AFTER having a regularly meeting with ranges, I had to back school for my Geography lesson which is a stupid lesson (*0*). Following that, I went to my last Dactylology Course alone. My ex-boyfriend did not go with me and he did not talk much with me. I felt confused and a little upset.
BY the way, my love and I did not meet for 2 days again. I miss him but I am used to feel so. He have much to do in the coming days and I have too. Maybe, we cannot meet frequency starting from next week since we had to work and go to school. It upset me...
2007-10-04
Busy day
TODAY, I had my favour lesson - English. Mr. Hon asked a question, it make me feel confusing. ''Use less / fewer plastic-bags, what should we use? And why?'' I knew that it must be ''Use less plactis-bags'', but I do not know why? How can I find it?
HAVING a bath and went out with Miki at 1730, thanks for accompanying me to Polytechnic University. Following that, we went to Monk Kok and had a window shopping again. We waited Suen at McDonald till 2045. We had dinner together, we talked a lots and I feel great!
AT 2245, I accompanied my love to have a dinner in Wong Tai Sin. After that, we walked for a while and I backed home at 2345. In fact, I do not think we can meet today orginially, yet, we met. I really miss him and wanted to see him at most time.
HAVING a bath and went out with Miki at 1730, thanks for accompanying me to Polytechnic University. Following that, we went to Monk Kok and had a window shopping again. We waited Suen at McDonald till 2045. We had dinner together, we talked a lots and I feel great!
AT 2245, I accompanied my love to have a dinner in Wong Tai Sin. After that, we walked for a while and I backed home at 2345. In fact, I do not think we can meet today orginially, yet, we met. I really miss him and wanted to see him at most time.
2007-10-03
Terribles
SCHOOL-DAY again, today I had Geography and Economics. There were nothings happened. By the way, there were some horrible things occured, I was molested by some loathsome guys. In the MTR station, the guy held my waist and I sceamed loudly. Then the guy was being arrested by a stationmaster. Sadly, I felt bad and upset about it.
THE second time was that when Mui, Poon and I had lunch in a Noodles Store. While we were talking cheerfully, four guys sat nearby and started to looking at us. We felt extremely bad and they looked at us for about half an hour. Is it crazy? In fact, we wore uniform today, nothings can be vision of.
AT night, I had dinner with my love, but just an hour... It cannot fulfil my expectation. Yet, it is okay that we can meet today (^0^). Also, I just backed home since I had to return all my job of St.John. Now, I can have a rest first and study later. Added Oil to all of us!
THE second time was that when Mui, Poon and I had lunch in a Noodles Store. While we were talking cheerfully, four guys sat nearby and started to looking at us. We felt extremely bad and they looked at us for about half an hour. Is it crazy? In fact, we wore uniform today, nothings can be vision of.
AT night, I had dinner with my love, but just an hour... It cannot fulfil my expectation. Yet, it is okay that we can meet today (^0^). Also, I just backed home since I had to return all my job of St.John. Now, I can have a rest first and study later. Added Oil to all of us!
Stomach-boom
MY stomach was so bad and be boomed. I felt bad and it started at 1630. Form 0800, I backed school and have two lessons, I really hate Mathematics. It let me fell asleep since these topics were too easy for me. I felt boring and dull at all. During the 2.5 hours of the lesson, my watch was nearly decayed since I watched this for thousands time.
AFTER having all my lessons, I left school and backed home at 1500. Around 1520, I approcahed at the Polytechnic University and started my self-study. At about 1630, I felt bad and I had to waiting my love since he had a presentation till 1800.
THE time was pass through very slowly, I watched and watched on my watch for many times again. Following that, I backed home at 1840. I slept for 3 hours and now I have to start my study again. By the way, I feel great because my love was care about me attentively (*0*).
AFTER having all my lessons, I left school and backed home at 1500. Around 1520, I approcahed at the Polytechnic University and started my self-study. At about 1630, I felt bad and I had to waiting my love since he had a presentation till 1800.
THE time was pass through very slowly, I watched and watched on my watch for many times again. Following that, I backed home at 1840. I slept for 3 hours and now I have to start my study again. By the way, I feel great because my love was care about me attentively (*0*).
2007-10-01
National Day
NATIONAL Day is an important day of our Chinese. In 1949, there was an People Repulic's of China established, that was our China. Isn't it sound cold? Today, we have fire-work and a sweetie family day.
MY love and I stayed at my flat since 1600 till now. It was great, we can meet today (*0*). I have to start my study after he leave, but not now. Tomorrow I have two lessons, there are Mathematics and Chinese History. Oh! My God! Please kill me at all. I do not want the Mathematics lesson since the teacher is so stupid and the lesson is so boring.
NOWADAY, I want a simple life and a simple heart with my love ,all my friends and family. By the way, I miss my love since he is beside me, do you know what I mean, just started missing that he leave later. It is crazy!
MY love and I stayed at my flat since 1600 till now. It was great, we can meet today (*0*). I have to start my study after he leave, but not now. Tomorrow I have two lessons, there are Mathematics and Chinese History. Oh! My God! Please kill me at all. I do not want the Mathematics lesson since the teacher is so stupid and the lesson is so boring.
NOWADAY, I want a simple life and a simple heart with my love ,all my friends and family. By the way, I miss my love since he is beside me, do you know what I mean, just started missing that he leave later. It is crazy!
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