Up and Down

MANY things happened today, I did not know how can I organised it. Besides, I feel extremely happy and extremely upset today. Is that sound strange?

BY the way, my love and I met at 1800 today, we went to Harbour-City and City-Super. We shopped for 1.5 hours and we went back LokFu at 1935. Then we bought dinner at Jusco. We backed home and cooked our dinner. His first time cooking was so good (*0*), it touch and sweet. After having a great dinner, we talked a lots till 2345.

ALSO, I feel that he is believeable whenever he love two people or not. I feel his heart and I know his mind. I think he know more about me since tonight.

SADLY, I told lie to my ex-boyfriend that I was at home alone. At that moment, he was in the corridor outside my flat. I felt that he was sad and wanted to cry. However, I did not know what can I do. In fact, I wanted to cry either, I felt extremely bad. I do not want any body will upset because of me.

BESIDES, I felt bad about that how can he went to the outside of my flat and see what I was doing. I felt pressured and my privacy was being invaded... This was not the first time, I felt terrible and I scared about it.

Yet, I felt wonderful today. From now on, I can do what I want to do with my love. I have no necessary to care about my ex-boyfriend because he said that I will no longer be his friend. My love and I had a excellent night and we are closer to each others.