I feel stressed again after a year. But what can I do? I want everyone happy only, how can it be too difficult? Is there anyone can tell what can I do? Is there anyone can tell am I right?
LOVE is no wrong, isn't it? Why I feel that I chose wrong again? Why I feel guilty again? Why I feel that I lost somethings important? Why... Maybe, no one can answer. A year ago, I faced the same contradiction. At last, I chose my ex-boyfriend. Is it wrong? I do not know, but I regreted doing so.
FROM the day my love and I started, I knew that it was hard to keep long. My mottov is that I must be do anythings that I will happy this year. Sadly, I feel lost... By the way, I am not going to finish our relation now. It is because I know we will be excellent these day.
I cannot stand crying and crying last night. I cannot stand thinking of my ex-boyfriend. If Kelvin were here, I won't be too lost.