BBQ Night

THIS is 2317, I just backed home and had a bath. It made my feel great since I was tirty after having BBQ. I do not want to leave because the BBQ was so excellent. Many nice guys and handsome men (^0^). Yet, no one can made my heart breath...

SADLY, we might not meet tonight. He did not have any call till now. Then we had not meet for 3 days, it is not too long for me, yet, I feel sad either. I really want to hold his hand now... By the way, I had a wonderful night and today was Mimi, Amy and Samon's birthday. In fact, I forgot it... We had a big birthday cake and we sang the birthday songs for 3 times. It is really happy today.

Under-Poor

HOW can I be poor like this? I cannot believe that! Yesterday, I did not go out for any places because I got sick and my head seem to be boomed. Then, I studied all day and I had a revision on my English from P4 till now. Is that sound crazy?

MY love and I did not meet for 2 days already. I miss him, but I can accept we did not meet till there are 6 months. So, I think 2 days are okay for me. By the way, I am going to a BBQ holding by Jacky and PwC. Beside, I have no expectation on it, just want to waste my time with my friends (*0*).

TONIGHT, maybe I can meet my love since my parents backed to mainland China till tomorrow night. Hopefully, we can meet tonight and have a great mid-night.

Self-study Day

ENGLISH lesson again, I'm lovin it! It was interesting and funny, Mr. Hon always plays jokes on others (^0^). Besides, I was one of the 7 people who got full marks on gerund and I felt great. After this excellent lesson, I had a History lesson, started to be in hurry. The Doctor spoke very fast and I felt that I was in the China on the period of 1930-1970. Was that sound cold?

AFTER-SCHOOL, I backed home and had a deep sleep. It made me become full of power and I am ready to study hard. By the way, my love and I cannot meet today and I miss him very much...

EVERYDAY, I love him more and more. I cannot help to missing him and loving him. Sadly, I hate counting down and I want to forget his girlfriend...

Causeway-Bay

SCHOOL-DAY again, these were Chinese and English, both are my favour subjects. That is why the time was passed through quickly today. Lucy and I had to go to HoLap and give a Foot-Drilling Training Course for guides orginially, sadly it was cancelled when we backed to HoLap. I was disappointed about it!

YET, I went to North-Point and waited my love, then we walked for a while. We talked and walked, then we approached to Causeway-Bay unwittingly. After having a meal in ''Tai Lee'', we went to our hallowed place - Book Cafe. We went to People's Recreation Community Cafe this time.

HAVING a great moment, we backed to home at 2200. We chated cheerfully. If everyday likes today, I will never be regreted again. By the way, I have to work very hard on my study and get a outstanding result.

Upset again

EVERYTIME I think of my love, I feel hurt since yesterday. We met two days once, we can only meet for some moment. In fact, I want to leave, I am afraid. From the date we started, I am ready to separate all the time, I cannot believe him at all. I feel pressured when I think of this.

SADLY, what can I do? Maybe, I should not think too much. Our love is not a health love, so there are some problems, isn't it?

MAYBE, I should find someone to balance my love and I. I cannot be balanced again. I cannot accept he will not be with me when it is festival. Moon Festival mean that ''人月兩團圓'', so, he can be with his girlfriend, but what about me?

''SORRY'' cannot solve the problems, only can make him become less guilty, but rise of my upset. I hate this 5 words...

Moon Festival

EVERYONE said ''Happy Mid-Autumn Festival", was I happy? Maybe. By the way, the point is we met today. In fact, I did not think we could meet because this was the date of their acquaintion as I said yesterday. I know I do not have any post to be envious of his girlfriend since she is the ''legal girlfriend''.

TODAY was the Causel-Wear day organized by the Public Welfare Fund. However, I did not dress up and wore uniform only. After having all lessons, I left school at 1415 and I backed home to have a shower. Then, I went to Kowloon Bay to met my love, we had a tea at the Delifrance. Following that, we went to IKEA Hong Kong and played for an hour. It was so sweet and delight.
HOPEFULLY, everyday will be bright with my love. In fact, it is the most important that we have blissful memories in this year and I believe we will.

Three Years

IT was a sad-day. I did not know how to express my upset... Today was Kelvin's date of death, His mother and brother backed to Hong Kong last night, and we had dinner together. We went to Tsuen Wan and visited Kelvin today. I remembered each of our things, I cried and cried like a baby. Then we went back LokFu with heavy heart.

THESE days, I cried for many times, lot of things happened beside me and all these were no good for me. I felt stressed again. But I had to laugh and laugh to every people, I wanted to cry and cry loudly. I wanted my love can be with me today, sadly, he had to go to work and we can only met for 30 minutes.

AFTER we backed to LokFu, we approached to Monk Kok for dinner with my parents and brother, also Kelvin's mother and brother. Fortunately, we had a good dinner in WaRaWaRa Restaurant for Japanese meals. At 2230, I went home by MTR.

FEELING worst, I think no one can help me. Tomorrow, I won't meet my love and he have to meet his girfriend. This was the date they were acquainted for two years. I feel sad, but GOD KNOW!

Love is no wrong

I feel stressed again after a year. But what can I do? I want everyone happy only, how can it be too difficult? Is there anyone can tell what can I do? Is there anyone can tell am I right?

LOVE is no wrong, isn't it? Why I feel that I chose wrong again? Why I feel guilty again? Why I feel that I lost somethings important? Why... Maybe, no one can answer. A year ago, I faced the same contradiction. At last, I chose my ex-boyfriend. Is it wrong? I do not know, but I regreted doing so.

FROM the day my love and I started, I knew that it was hard to keep long. My mottov is that I must be do anythings that I will happy this year. Sadly, I feel lost... By the way, I am not going to finish our relation now. It is because I know we will be excellent these day.

I cannot stand crying and crying last night. I cannot stand thinking of my ex-boyfriend. If Kelvin were here, I won't be too lost.

Up and Down

MANY things happened today, I did not know how can I organised it. Besides, I feel extremely happy and extremely upset today. Is that sound strange?

BY the way, my love and I met at 1800 today, we went to Harbour-City and City-Super. We shopped for 1.5 hours and we went back LokFu at 1935. Then we bought dinner at Jusco. We backed home and cooked our dinner. His first time cooking was so good (*0*), it touch and sweet. After having a great dinner, we talked a lots till 2345.

ALSO, I feel that he is believeable whenever he love two people or not. I feel his heart and I know his mind. I think he know more about me since tonight.

SADLY, I told lie to my ex-boyfriend that I was at home alone. At that moment, he was in the corridor outside my flat. I felt that he was sad and wanted to cry. However, I did not know what can I do. In fact, I wanted to cry either, I felt extremely bad. I do not want any body will upset because of me.

BESIDES, I felt bad about that how can he went to the outside of my flat and see what I was doing. I felt pressured and my privacy was being invaded... This was not the first time, I felt terrible and I scared about it.

Yet, I felt wonderful today. From now on, I can do what I want to do with my love. I have no necessary to care about my ex-boyfriend because he said that I will no longer be his friend. My love and I had a excellent night and we are closer to each others.

Unslept night

MIDNIGHT always make me down, maybe it is not because of midnight. Maybe, it is because of me, I like thinking and thinking. So, I feel stressed sometimes. I cannot sleep last night, in fact, my love and I talked in the phone till 0532. After that, I started to think and think. Everytime, we are happy while we are talking or meeting. However, we will begin sad and think sometimes. Is that no good?

BESIDES, I felt better after having a talk with him. I do not know why he always know that I am unhappy. He said that it is his feeling, maybe that is true. But that is a good thing, isn't it?

BY the way, I just backed from the Range Council of 2007, that was some stupid guys doing stupid things. Everythings was not ready yet, and they started to plan. After disscussion. I asked some questions: Are there anyone hold on each function? Are there any budget for each function? Are there anyone ask for sponsor or help?

TIME pass through quickly, they dead-air for sometimes, and started to talk about the person in charge for each function, budget and sponsor & help. I think they are wasting my time, but I leaded them to plan all these. I do not know why they can do so, but I think they are not organising things, they only giving ideas and suggestions. However, I know that they will be better later, so ADD OIL. (*0*)

What ma I?

TWO words only, it made me cry and cry like a child... It could break my heart and it was hurt... I wanted to leave again. Maybe, only leaving can solve our problem, or maybe, I should not mind about it. Treause our time? Or just leave alone?

HOW can a person love two people as the same? What am I? We love clandestinely and our love cannot open. Are our love like a secret? Or just keep it a sercet forever? I cannot tell anyone, I cannot keep it anymore. But I have to... Isn't it?

Lonely Friday

YESTERDAY, I slept at 2130 and I cannot got up at 0200. Then I cannot have my revision on today's Quiz and I felt bad about it. Lucky, my Quiz were quite good and the lessons was go smoothly.

TODAY, my love and I cannot met. That upset me and I miss him so much. In fact, I had to go out with Kayan and CK, and he had a function of scout. The time was not match, so we did not met. Also, we did not talk in the phone last night...Besides, I get sick, and feel bad...

Festivalwalk

THURSDAY is my favour-day, today's lessons were Chinese and English, I love it. After finished my lessons, I met my love at Kowloon Tong MTR station and we went home. I had a quick shower and we went out at 1700. Then we approcahed to the Resturant at Kowloon Tong and had a window-shopping in Festivalwalk.

TODAY we met for 3 hours, I feel excellent and I really love him. Besides, I feel stress that I have some Quiz tomorrow and the point is all of these Quiz are English. I hope that I could finish all of them tonight. Also, I received the letters of Aeon again, it is the time for paying again. My wallet is losing weight... By the way, I have to work on my work now.

Mediterranean Arts Festival

I want to approach it, however, the ticket is so expensive. Also, there are no friends interested about it. I think this is a good chance to let me know more about Italy, I want to know more about Kelvin, my ex-boyfriend. In fact, I miss him so much. He left me since 3 years-ago, I feel sad when I think of him.

HE is so important for me, it is not because I love him. It is because he is my real best friend, he always beside me. I cannot help to count on him at the past. He never let me down or upset. Whenever I love him or not, he loved me and protected me at all.

A Common-Day

THIS stupid morning, I cannot get up at 0645, I woke up at 0737. That was so worst and I go out at 0742. I think it was my new record of taking a shower and dressing up. Today's lessons were Geography and Economics, there were nothing special. I finished all at 1350 and had a lunch with Poon.

FOLLOWING that, I went home and had a wonderful bath. At 1530, I backed to HoLap College again for having a Foot-Drilling Training to our Guides. That was ok, and I left at 1715. In fact, I had to go to Kwun Tong and meet my love orginially. Sadly, he had to back home and took a rest. Today was our second day that we did not meet. (-0-)

TODAY, I miss my friends, we are long time no see. When can we meet? Hopefully, it will be coming soon.

School-Opening Ceremony

THIS morning, I woke up at 0730 and left home at 0800. Today was our School-Opening Ceremony at Tuen Mun Centre Hall. It was so far away from me, and I took 61X to there. Starting from 0930, we sat and waited for 1.5 hours till it started. The Ceremony started at 1100 and the Principals started to talk for a while.

MICHAEL. G was so funny, his behavious made us laugh loudy. I wanted to have his lesson quickly (the coming lesson is tomorrow). Besides, I think June Leung is a little strange, she always look downward while she is taking photo, also she is not beauty as we see in the posters.

AT about 1630, I backed to HoLap College again. My love had to deal with the vowing function later, so I waited him in the carteen. Then, I met Alexander and we talked for some time. While my love finished his work, we had some Chinese-Dersert and went to Polytechnic University at 1800.

AT night, after I had my self-study and my love finished his lesson, we went home by bus. (Is it sound sweet? In fact, he had escort me home only, we are not in a same house or flat. (>0<)). By the way, It is so happy to see him everyday, whenever we can only met when we are at bus or time between some events.

Perfect Dinner

SCHOOL-DAY again, I had Mathematics and Chinese today. Mathematics was so boring, I wanted to sleep at all, Chinese was funny for me. It teached me a lot of history about China. After having my lessons, my friends and I went to McDonald and I had a filet-o-fish without sauce for my lunch. We talked and talked for some moment and we left about 1430.

FOLLOWING that, I backed to home and had a wonderful bath. Then, I approcahed to HoLap College of giving a Foot-Drill Training for the guides. I left HoLap College at 1630 and I went to Polytechnic University for self-study till 2130.

IN fact, I just had my great dinner with my love and backed home. All meals are prefect with my love. (*0*)

Life

AFTER having breakfast with my love, I went to the hospital and had a regular body check. My mother would attend me to go originally, yet she had to go to play marjong. Following that, I had a check and waited for some time. While I was waiting for the report, I went to TungWuh Hospital and visited a elder.

TODAY I saw life. I can feel it and touch it, also losing it. It's hurt, I feel stress about it. A person who is health the day before yestherday, maybe it will die today, maybe it will become illness today, maybe it will stay for die today. Is it horrible? Then, I went home with a heavy heart.

SINCE that moment, I am thinking of ''what is life?'', ''what is that mean?'', ''should everyone develop somethings to the world or itself?'' I don't know, I can only feel loss...

Treasure Our Time

I just backed home, at 0745 I went out with my lover. We had a breakfast together. Last night, he went hiking at Lantau for training. Following that, he approached LokFu and we went to ''Yim Cha''.

FROM the day we started, about 20-21/AUG, we had dated everyday. How long would it be? By the way, I thought it is important that I must treasure our time. My motto is ''I Laugh, I Relax'', that is why I always laugh whenever happy or not. I think everythings we face are essential, because that makes our life become colourful. Life seem like a rainbow, we have to let it grow to bright and brilliant.

Laughed me to death

TODAY I went to a Leadership Training Course from Girl Guides Association, um... I thought that was ok, but not so good. There were a little bit boring and dull. Then, I went to a Dactylology Training Course, I thought that was very interesting, also I tried to play a song, wah, was that sound great?

THIS night, I watched some programme from Peal, they were ''America's Funniest Home Video'', that was so great! This was the most funny video I have even seen! You know what I mean, I thought they were so cute, they did stupid things and make me laughed all the video.

FEELING excellent, I watched the other programme which called ''America's Got Talent''. That was a amazing programme. One of the girl preformed callisthenics, It seemed too usual. Out of curious, I watched it and I thought that was a magic! I cannot describle it by my writing.

Feeling Stress

MY English seem like a Limited Company, I can't express my mind well. IMPROVEMENTS are very important for me on my poor English now.

I thought many at midnight... ''want to stop what we are doing, Do you know? I want to run away, I think what you told me were lying, I can't believe you as well, maybe you will talk the same things to your girlfriend. I don't know what should I do since I think you cannot bear to hear that.

BESIDES, I LOVE HIM very much, I afraid he will leave me alone. I afraid that he will let me down, I afraid that I will become too count on him... I hope he won't let me cry...

A Wonderful-Day

WILL we be forever? Surely, not! In fact, I know that if we are together now, then we won't be forever. We are too young, I have lots of things want to try. So...

THIS beautiful day, I met with my honey at Kwun Tong at about 1800, I can't help missing him so much. Following that, we went to his home and had a pillow talk, it sweets and touches. Time was pasting too fast, we left his home at 1900, I had to go home, and had dinner with my mum.

SADLY, my father scolded me on my way home that I was late to home since it was 1900 only! Is it crazy? He said that I must accompanied my mum. I knew that, but it was 1900 only! We talked rudely and seemed like exchanging fire. After a deep breath, I stayed calm and told him I was backing home.

FEELING upset, I wanna to sleep early tonight. I don't want to see my father's face, he was too unreasonable...

I LOVE HIM

TODAY I went out with my lover (*0*), he told me many things about his school-life, his family, his friends... Also, we had the dinner in a lovely place, a old place, called ''Shau Kei Wan''. After having a great dinner, we went to North Point and ate some delicious snacks.

FINALLY, the book store was so wonderful, many books I want, we had a very excellent night.

MY baby I love was a outstanding man, I LOVE HIM very much.