I love my love so much, so I afraid that he will leave one day. Sometimes, I will think that maybe I should leave first... But it is so straight, because of too afraid of leaving, so leaving? Ha ha, anyway, I losｔ temper tonight because I think of his girlfriend again. I feel guity of it... After that he lost his temper, but we was okay at least.
IT should not be show, I mean my sadness, since I do not want to make him upset either. Will we have a happy ending at least?
2007-12-27
2007-12-07
A Busy Month
I got a rest today with my love, it felt excellent. After my lovely English lesson, I went to North-point and we went to Pol University. I read my book about Society Sexually and he went to the library. We had dinner together at Hung Hom. It seemed long time did not have meal with my love.
HAPPY Birthday to my friend anyway. He is 19 and we all will have a dinner on the coming Sunday. It is time for us to meet since we did not meet for long time. By the way, I was extremely busy this month. Yet, I have a little rest today and I have to work on my assignments, essays and presentation.
HOPEFULLY, time will go faster in the coming two weeks. I have a high expectation in the coming camp with all of you! So great to think of that... I feel hurt that my love have to do so much work, and I wish he won't go overwork anymore!
2007-11-10
Splendid heart
THESE days, I was extremely busy, quizes, tests, dictations, Air Range, Aunnal Paradre... By the way, all of these were over. All my projects were over nearly. Next week, I have to take more time for my studies since I have lots of things won't to learn this year.
WE met today since I did not work part-time and we stay for 2-3 hours only. It is great to see his face. If I can see him every morning, it must have be excellent. I did not start my bigde aware yet since it is a costly mistake cause I have to concertrate on my studies.
UM, I miss all my friends because I did not meet them since 20.10, it was a long time ago... I won't to have some time to have a rest with them. Hope will get soon!
WE met today since I did not work part-time and we stay for 2-3 hours only. It is great to see his face. If I can see him every morning, it must have be excellent. I did not start my bigde aware yet since it is a costly mistake cause I have to concertrate on my studies.
UM, I miss all my friends because I did not meet them since 20.10, it was a long time ago... I won't to have some time to have a rest with them. Hope will get soon!
2007-11-02
Cheer up!
ARIES,
THIS is a love little for you. Forget everything unwanted unless you will feel painful. There are nothing you can control since love is a kind of feeling that cannot be presupposed. JUST TAKE IT EASY and be yourself. Whenever who you love now, you must not pull all yours into it, protect yourself and do not be hurted by any.
I love you since you are mine (*0*). A guy who love you enough will give up another one he owned now. If he did not do so, do not trust him at all since you might be distressed. He would do something to cheer you up but not let you down, so ,you know what, do not upset caused by anyone including yourself.
LAUGHTING is a good pill for unhappiness. Forget the sad things and cheer up for all you have now! Keep loving yourself and love the one you want. Do not think too much which is incontrollable and hold on your heart by love.
Loves,
ARIES
THIS is a love little for you. Forget everything unwanted unless you will feel painful. There are nothing you can control since love is a kind of feeling that cannot be presupposed. JUST TAKE IT EASY and be yourself. Whenever who you love now, you must not pull all yours into it, protect yourself and do not be hurted by any.
I love you since you are mine (*0*). A guy who love you enough will give up another one he owned now. If he did not do so, do not trust him at all since you might be distressed. He would do something to cheer you up but not let you down, so ,you know what, do not upset caused by anyone including yourself.
LAUGHTING is a good pill for unhappiness. Forget the sad things and cheer up for all you have now! Keep loving yourself and love the one you want. Do not think too much which is incontrollable and hold on your heart by love.
Loves,
ARIES
2007-10-30
Why don't...
WHY don't you just say bye to her? Why don't you do so? Why you think I would be okay till now? Why don't you just say it to me? Why you have to let me down? Why ...
THERE are many ''why'' Questions around me, if ''sorry '' is enough, then everythings will be fine. But, this would not come true, you have to face me or ever your girlfriend. You feel sorry, but that is not enough, something you cannot restore anymore... Time will be passed, if you do nothing, then I will leave too. Everything will be okay without you since I have no confident about our love.
IT is not because you are not the best, but somethings you cannot regain again since time was passed. I love you, yet, I won't let myself hurted because of you again. I will never do so! By the way, it may not be the worse time.
THERE are many ''why'' Questions around me, if ''sorry '' is enough, then everythings will be fine. But, this would not come true, you have to face me or ever your girlfriend. You feel sorry, but that is not enough, something you cannot restore anymore... Time will be passed, if you do nothing, then I will leave too. Everything will be okay without you since I have no confident about our love.
IT is not because you are not the best, but somethings you cannot regain again since time was passed. I love you, yet, I won't let myself hurted because of you again. I will never do so! By the way, it may not be the worse time.
2007-10-28
Strange
IT was strange today, maybe it was because I received a news yesterday from my antie. In fact, I might not able to go Canadra since I have no money for my living payment. This is a big problem... How can I earn $1200000 within a year?
2007-10-27
My Goat
I woke up 0500 today, I went to HQ at 0600 and had a meeting about the hole HKI-Ds' year-plan. At 0830, I backed to Shau Kei Wan and had a drilling training with my Ranges till 1030. My love and I met at Hang Hau at 1230 orinially, but he was late again. This time he lated for 20 minutes, I was a little bit angry but I was okay within 10 minutes without any good says.
WE backed to San Po Kong for lunch at a old restaurant at 1330. Following that, we went to HoLap College and had a drilling training for 55th Guides till 1615. I think they was good today as they drilled welly.
AT night, I had a meal with my antie backed from Canadra for 5 days work. She is excellent since I think she is success woman. She had a good paid job, a fantastic family since there are three children with at least a degree (they are nice surely), an attentive husband.
NO woman do not want to be like that, including me. She is my goat! By the way, I started to miss my love and I do not know why I would like that! I think I am annoying...
BESIDE me, I think one of my best friend, Lucy faced some problems between his boyfriend and her. I wonder they can be last long and even longer than forever. I want they will happy all the time.
WE backed to San Po Kong for lunch at a old restaurant at 1330. Following that, we went to HoLap College and had a drilling training for 55th Guides till 1615. I think they was good today as they drilled welly.
AT night, I had a meal with my antie backed from Canadra for 5 days work. She is excellent since I think she is success woman. She had a good paid job, a fantastic family since there are three children with at least a degree (they are nice surely), an attentive husband.
NO woman do not want to be like that, including me. She is my goat! By the way, I started to miss my love and I do not know why I would like that! I think I am annoying...
BESIDE me, I think one of my best friend, Lucy faced some problems between his boyfriend and her. I wonder they can be last long and even longer than forever. I want they will happy all the time.
2007-10-26
Worried
HE got sick today and I worried about him. So, I left school at 1230 and missed the History lesson. Lucy, Herny, my love and I had lunch at ''Fat Guy Ming'' in San Po Kong. It was fantastic since there were many happiness between us.
AFTER lunch, we backed to HoLap College and had a drilling training for 55th Guides. Lucy and I waited an hour and started training at around 1600, we teached the Enrolment Ceremony In Horseshoe at playground. They were quite good today (^0^).
FOLLOWING that, we had a talk from my love, in fact it was merely a introduction of Vowing Ceremony. At about 1900, we left and had dinner in Kowloon City for Shanghai food. It was sweet and I missed him. Um, we had bear tonight for our meal, it was interesting as I had never drink with all my ex-boyfriends before. Excellent that we met 6-7 hours today! Is it sound great?
YET, his girlfriend called him at our way to WTS-D, there is a little bit upset me. By the way, we felt great and I know that we love each other too. Um, in fact, I worried about his illnesses cause he felt bad and tired tonight. Hopefully, he would be better tomorrow.
AFTER lunch, we backed to HoLap College and had a drilling training for 55th Guides. Lucy and I waited an hour and started training at around 1600, we teached the Enrolment Ceremony In Horseshoe at playground. They were quite good today (^0^).
FOLLOWING that, we had a talk from my love, in fact it was merely a introduction of Vowing Ceremony. At about 1900, we left and had dinner in Kowloon City for Shanghai food. It was sweet and I missed him. Um, we had bear tonight for our meal, it was interesting as I had never drink with all my ex-boyfriends before. Excellent that we met 6-7 hours today! Is it sound great?
YET, his girlfriend called him at our way to WTS-D, there is a little bit upset me. By the way, we felt great and I know that we love each other too. Um, in fact, I worried about his illnesses cause he felt bad and tired tonight. Hopefully, he would be better tomorrow.
2007-10-25
The Fourth Days
I woke up late and I was late to school. Oh! Jesue! Forgive me since this was my second times. I promised I won't do so again. By the way, there are Chinese and English lessons which I wished for a long time. My listening is quite good and I have to improve my English writing.
SINCE last month, I started to send e-mails to a person that I do not know who is he. In fact, he is a guy who added me from my xanga and we talked a lots about our daily by sending e-mail. Um, this is strange for me cause I won't do so in normal case. By the way, I did not tell any about my heart and he knew that I got a boyfriend already (*0*).
IF possible, I would like to meet my love today, unfortunely, we have no time ( it is not merely about time dis-matching now). This was the fourth days we did not see each other and it upset me. By the way, I am used not to think of him all day and not to miss him at all. In fact, I am missing him at the moment...
SINCE last month, I started to send e-mails to a person that I do not know who is he. In fact, he is a guy who added me from my xanga and we talked a lots about our daily by sending e-mail. Um, this is strange for me cause I won't do so in normal case. By the way, I did not tell any about my heart and he knew that I got a boyfriend already (*0*).
IF possible, I would like to meet my love today, unfortunely, we have no time ( it is not merely about time dis-matching now). This was the fourth days we did not see each other and it upset me. By the way, I am used not to think of him all day and not to miss him at all. In fact, I am missing him at the moment...
2007-10-24
Disorderly Mind
I feel confusing and disorderly about all the things. I am unhappy and I feel bad since this morning. Maybe that was because of my period time, yet my period is just overed. By the way, I do not know what I am confusing for, even worsen, I do not want to take notice on any.
MAYBE, I am tired merely... I feel stress and I always afraid about the broken up of us. I must be used to feel so since I do not have confident on our love. Most said that I should give up, however, I cannot cause I love him so much.
SOMETIMES, I think I am too cheap cause I just like a guy who can be ''come at any moment, leave at any time when he wonder''. I hate so, and I cannot change what I am thinking now. I want to peace my heart and stop to think.
MAYBE, I am tired merely... I feel stress and I always afraid about the broken up of us. I must be used to feel so since I do not have confident on our love. Most said that I should give up, however, I cannot cause I love him so much.
SOMETIMES, I think I am too cheap cause I just like a guy who can be ''come at any moment, leave at any time when he wonder''. I hate so, and I cannot change what I am thinking now. I want to peace my heart and stop to think.
2007-10-23
Fully dis-match
THERE were two days we did not meet already since our time was fully dis-match. We even cannot meet on the bus-time. When I had my lessons, he does too; when I was free, he worked part-time; when I worked part-time, he had lesson again. After hole-day working, we become tired too. That was our time! How dis-match we are!
IN the coming days, we cannot meet either till Saturday cause we have no time to meet or even do our own businesses. By the way, he will go to Tong-tse later at Saturday, then we can meet a hole afternoon with our 55th Guides (>0<).
TODAY, I receives 24 e-mails since I did not check it yesterday. It make me crazy and I start to have lots of works do again. Most are about Guides and Ranges with a few Bownie... I feel tense and I want to stop, may I? Or even, may we?
IN the coming days, we cannot meet either till Saturday cause we have no time to meet or even do our own businesses. By the way, he will go to Tong-tse later at Saturday, then we can meet a hole afternoon with our 55th Guides (>0<).
TODAY, I receives 24 e-mails since I did not check it yesterday. It make me crazy and I start to have lots of works do again. Most are about Guides and Ranges with a few Bownie... I feel tense and I want to stop, may I? Or even, may we?
2007-10-22
Deeper
21 & 22- October, 2007
THESE two days, I had a deep rest and I felt better now. Yesterday, I had a drilling training for 21th Bownies and they made me crazy. After that, I backed home and went to WTS at 1430 to wait for my love. Yet, I waited for 2.5hours and I felt very tired. Luckily, we met and had a tea together in Kwan Tong.
WHILE waiting, I went to Populatar and had a reading. It is good to have a book store there. Unexpectively, I did not go mad and have a big smile all day. Maybe, I became more patient and loveable now. (*0*)
THIS morning, I got illnesses and went into hospital that I cannot back school. And we cannot meet either. It made me less happiness. By the way, I worked part-time at 1600 to 2030 and I felt tired again. However, I needed to finish my Chinese History Assignments tonight cause the deadline is tomorrow.
THESE two days, I had a deep rest and I felt better now. Yesterday, I had a drilling training for 21th Bownies and they made me crazy. After that, I backed home and went to WTS at 1430 to wait for my love. Yet, I waited for 2.5hours and I felt very tired. Luckily, we met and had a tea together in Kwan Tong.
WHILE waiting, I went to Populatar and had a reading. It is good to have a book store there. Unexpectively, I did not go mad and have a big smile all day. Maybe, I became more patient and loveable now. (*0*)
THIS morning, I got illnesses and went into hospital that I cannot back school. And we cannot meet either. It made me less happiness. By the way, I worked part-time at 1600 to 2030 and I felt tired again. However, I needed to finish my Chinese History Assignments tonight cause the deadline is tomorrow.
2007-10-21
Drilling Training
20-October, 2007
THERE are two Drilling Training today, one was for Ranges, including me, another was for EK55th Guides. It made me become crazy. Under feeling tired, I had a hot-pot with my friends, about 13 guys, to celebrity my sister and Suen's birthday.
SINCE my love told me that the 55th Guides laugh at scouts in the last time when they were being scolded. I punlished the guides by doing some exercises, also it was because they made Lucy angry about their hands. So, I scolded them. By the way, I don't think that they will love me cause I punlished them at this way.
IN fact, I afraid that I was to hard for them. Yet, Lucy and KaWah don't think so, then that was okay. Hopefully, they will know what I wondered.
THERE are two Drilling Training today, one was for Ranges, including me, another was for EK55th Guides. It made me become crazy. Under feeling tired, I had a hot-pot with my friends, about 13 guys, to celebrity my sister and Suen's birthday.
SINCE my love told me that the 55th Guides laugh at scouts in the last time when they were being scolded. I punlished the guides by doing some exercises, also it was because they made Lucy angry about their hands. So, I scolded them. By the way, I don't think that they will love me cause I punlished them at this way.
IN fact, I afraid that I was to hard for them. Yet, Lucy and KaWah don't think so, then that was okay. Hopefully, they will know what I wondered.
2007-10-19
illness
SINCE Monday, I got sick till now and I did not get better, even worsen. By the way, yesterday night, I went to WTS-D with me love and he held a course for scouts. I went there to have a review for my memories cause I will hold a similar one later.
WE meet about 1800 in North Point, then we backed to Wong Tai Sin by MTR. Following that, I brought dinner for my love, Herny and myself. I met with KaL and a Hong, that was excited me at all. Also, I met with Alexander and Man-chun too.
AT around 2300, we left WTS-D and backed home. My father started to scold me from 2330 to 0045, I thought that he was unreasonable, yet, he is my father! So, I have nothing to do. After that, I felt extremely bad since my illness had been worsen and worsen, I nearly cannot speak today. So that, I brought a lot of lozenges and I have to repair my voice tomorrow morning. Unless, I would not be able to go to Drilling Parade Rehearsal and Drilling Training for EK55th Guides.
BY the way, my love and I will meet at 1600 and he accompany me to buy my drilling shoes. (^0^)
WE meet about 1800 in North Point, then we backed to Wong Tai Sin by MTR. Following that, I brought dinner for my love, Herny and myself. I met with KaL and a Hong, that was excited me at all. Also, I met with Alexander and Man-chun too.
AT around 2300, we left WTS-D and backed home. My father started to scold me from 2330 to 0045, I thought that he was unreasonable, yet, he is my father! So, I have nothing to do. After that, I felt extremely bad since my illness had been worsen and worsen, I nearly cannot speak today. So that, I brought a lot of lozenges and I have to repair my voice tomorrow morning. Unless, I would not be able to go to Drilling Parade Rehearsal and Drilling Training for EK55th Guides.
BY the way, my love and I will meet at 1600 and he accompany me to buy my drilling shoes. (^0^)
2007-10-17
OT
THIS morning, I felt extemely bad and I thought I got fear again. By the way, I need to go to school since these were Geography and Economics. Then, I really miss my love... By the way, I needed to work at 1600 again. I could not speak much and I had to OT tonight till 2115. OH! My Jesus!
YET, this was not the worsen, the most worsen was that I cannot meet my love since I really miss him at my hole heart. Likewises, I had to work on my studies and finish my f-homework. I thought I won't be abled to sleep till 0230. And I surely that I would be worsen tomorrow!
YET, this was not the worsen, the most worsen was that I cannot meet my love since I really miss him at my hole heart. Likewises, I had to work on my studies and finish my f-homework. I thought I won't be abled to sleep till 0230. And I surely that I would be worsen tomorrow!
Got SICK
16-October, 2007
I did not went to school today since I felt bad this morning. Yet, I had to get up at 1100 cause I had to delivery my uiform again. This time, the size and all things were fit for me. It was great! Then, I wondered to buy a pair of drilling shoes but I could not find it at all. Following that, I had to work part-time today because if I take a day, I had to suffer losses of $320, it is not avaluable!
AFTER working, I went to Polytechnic University to wait for my love till he finished his lesson at around 2200. It was cold and I felt worsen. Also, I thought I got a fear since I wondered to faint tonight. Then, we might have dinner together orginially, however, there were no places for us to have our dinner.
LAST mid-night, my love sang a lots and he played guitar for me. This was not my first time who played it to me, yet, I felt different! I think I really love him... In fact, I was touch and happy that he played it to me since I had never think that before.
I did not went to school today since I felt bad this morning. Yet, I had to get up at 1100 cause I had to delivery my uiform again. This time, the size and all things were fit for me. It was great! Then, I wondered to buy a pair of drilling shoes but I could not find it at all. Following that, I had to work part-time today because if I take a day, I had to suffer losses of $320, it is not avaluable!
AFTER working, I went to Polytechnic University to wait for my love till he finished his lesson at around 2200. It was cold and I felt worsen. Also, I thought I got a fear since I wondered to faint tonight. Then, we might have dinner together orginially, however, there were no places for us to have our dinner.
LAST mid-night, my love sang a lots and he played guitar for me. This was not my first time who played it to me, yet, I felt different! I think I really love him... In fact, I was touch and happy that he played it to me since I had never think that before.
2007-10-15
Happiness?
SHOULD I be happy? Maybe, but I cannot feel so. I felt sad since yesterday night, I cried for some moment cause there were somethings happened beside me. In fact, I should be happy about it, but I cannot feel so at all. I only felt guity and sorry...
I am sorry since you do not know me, but I knew that I destroyed somethings and that cannot be restored again. Before that happened, I thought everything will go smoothly if... Yet, it was not the ture, it was wrong and it was not so simple as I through before.
WHAT can I do? I cannot tell my love all about my feelings, I do not want to upset him again. By the way, I can do nothing, JUST TAKE IT EASY, isn't it?
I am sorry since you do not know me, but I knew that I destroyed somethings and that cannot be restored again. Before that happened, I thought everything will go smoothly if... Yet, it was not the ture, it was wrong and it was not so simple as I through before.
WHAT can I do? I cannot tell my love all about my feelings, I do not want to upset him again. By the way, I can do nothing, JUST TAKE IT EASY, isn't it?
Self-Study Day
14-October, 2007
SINCE waking up at 0900, I felt sleepy all day. I had a meeting this morning at 1000 at Kowloon Tong about the Wild Camp hold on 23-24.12 with ventures, scouts, guides and my ranges. It went smoothly and we had a conclusion directly.
FOLLOWING that, I went to my love's home to have my study from 1430 to 1700. We watched a movie togater at home till 2000. The movie was quite boring and we fell asleep at all. By the way, I felt sweety and excellent since we did not watch movie together for a long time.
WE had Dinner at ''Shanghoi Mama'' at Po Lamat about 2100, after having our lovely dinner, we walked for a while and he accompanied me to Tiu Keng Leng MTR, then I backed home at 2315. It was a loveable day!
SINCE waking up at 0900, I felt sleepy all day. I had a meeting this morning at 1000 at Kowloon Tong about the Wild Camp hold on 23-24.12 with ventures, scouts, guides and my ranges. It went smoothly and we had a conclusion directly.
FOLLOWING that, I went to my love's home to have my study from 1430 to 1700. We watched a movie togater at home till 2000. The movie was quite boring and we fell asleep at all. By the way, I felt sweety and excellent since we did not watch movie together for a long time.
WE had Dinner at ''Shanghoi Mama'' at Po Lamat about 2100, after having our lovely dinner, we walked for a while and he accompanied me to Tiu Keng Leng MTR, then I backed home at 2315. It was a loveable day!
Parade Rehearsal
13-October, 2007
I had a parade rehearsal in Shau Kei Wan with the Bownies, Guides and Ranges today. This was not hard but tired. I had to hold the Bownies at the middle of the rehearsal, it was so strange for me. By the way, it was a good experience since it is my first time to attent Parade which present Girl Guides but not St. John.
THEN I went to Tsim Sha Tsui to delivery by uniform, yet it had to be change cause it was not fit for me. After that, I felt tired and I backed home at about 2030. I had dinner with my lovely mum and the food was so delicious, maybe it was because I did not had dinner at home for some days.
LIKEWISE, my love and I did not meet today since he had to deal with his scout and our time was not match again. However, it is fine since he came to accompany me to had my dinner yesterday.
I had a parade rehearsal in Shau Kei Wan with the Bownies, Guides and Ranges today. This was not hard but tired. I had to hold the Bownies at the middle of the rehearsal, it was so strange for me. By the way, it was a good experience since it is my first time to attent Parade which present Girl Guides but not St. John.
THEN I went to Tsim Sha Tsui to delivery by uniform, yet it had to be change cause it was not fit for me. After that, I felt tired and I backed home at about 2030. I had dinner with my lovely mum and the food was so delicious, maybe it was because I did not had dinner at home for some days.
LIKEWISE, my love and I did not meet today since he had to deal with his scout and our time was not match again. However, it is fine since he came to accompany me to had my dinner yesterday.
2007-10-12
Friday
TO sum up this week, I can only said that I am really crazy, I feel extremely tired. By the way, I started to work again and I feel excellent that I could get a job for each wage... Thus, my love and I becoming more and more closer, unless he have girlfriend, I will be more happy.
TODAY, I had English and History lessons too, I like Friday! Mr. Hon really can teach me a lot, also in my history lesson I learnt many about our China. I love these two subjects again, especally English. Hopefully, I can improve them at all.
YET, I did not meet my best friends since last Thursday. I miss them very much, but we have no matching time... Likewise, I met my love and we had an hour today, in fact, it is not enough for me... However, it is good for us can meet every day, isn't it? (^0^)
TODAY, I had English and History lessons too, I like Friday! Mr. Hon really can teach me a lot, also in my history lesson I learnt many about our China. I love these two subjects again, especally English. Hopefully, I can improve them at all.
YET, I did not meet my best friends since last Thursday. I miss them very much, but we have no matching time... Likewise, I met my love and we had an hour today, in fact, it is not enough for me... However, it is good for us can meet every day, isn't it? (^0^)
2007-10-11
Last long
TODAY I feel extremely tired since I slept only 5 hours and I just backed home. Yet, I like it! I have no time to think of the stupid things, just working and working all the time... I had better be add much oil on my studies, I started to worried about it.
IN fact, I like teaching kids and I think they are interesting. I love them at all. They always ask stupid things, make stupid mistake and even they are coping, they can be wrong either. I think they need my help and I wish I can do so.
BY the way, my love and I met today, we had dinner together (actually, he accompanied me to have my dinner). Maybe, the right time is coming... Maybe, not. But the most important thing is being happy with him. I hope he will feel great all his time. (*0*)
IN fact, I like teaching kids and I think they are interesting. I love them at all. They always ask stupid things, make stupid mistake and even they are coping, they can be wrong either. I think they need my help and I wish I can do so.
BY the way, my love and I met today, we had dinner together (actually, he accompanied me to have my dinner). Maybe, the right time is coming... Maybe, not. But the most important thing is being happy with him. I hope he will feel great all his time. (*0*)
Real Love
REAL Love is unforgetful ,unreasonably and you will never know which is. Yet, Real Love is difficult to find or meet, we can just wait and looking forward to it. Even the God might not know when would it become, so just take it easy!
BY the way, I think Real Love is not the most important, the happiness is weighty too. I love my love, but there are somethings imperfect. Maybe, that is our challenge, if we could overcome it, we will have a better love, MAYBE.
BESIDES, I just finished my work and wonder to sleep now. This afternoon I had all my lesson, I worked part-time in being a P1-P6 tutorial teacher in Chuk Yuen. This was my first day, I think that is so far so good since I do not like the other teachers always think of money. I mean, I think the most important is the grow of the kids.
ANYWAY, I left at 2015 and I had dinner alone cause I do not want anyone to accompany me. My love and I had not meet today and we did not talk in the phone since yesterday. Yet, I think that is okay for me and I am used to missing him at all.
BY the way, I think Real Love is not the most important, the happiness is weighty too. I love my love, but there are somethings imperfect. Maybe, that is our challenge, if we could overcome it, we will have a better love, MAYBE.
BESIDES, I just finished my work and wonder to sleep now. This afternoon I had all my lesson, I worked part-time in being a P1-P6 tutorial teacher in Chuk Yuen. This was my first day, I think that is so far so good since I do not like the other teachers always think of money. I mean, I think the most important is the grow of the kids.
ANYWAY, I left at 2015 and I had dinner alone cause I do not want anyone to accompany me. My love and I had not meet today and we did not talk in the phone since yesterday. Yet, I think that is okay for me and I am used to missing him at all.
2007-10-09
Tired day
THIS was a extremely tired day, I just slept for 2 hours yesterday. In fact, I can only have less than 20 hours within 5 working days. Is it crazy? I cannot slept well unless I have a revision and do most my work. I am afraiding I have no time on my revision since I have to work part-time from tomorrow.
I had Mathematics lesson today again, it made me yarn and fell asleep... After having our Mathematics lesson, I had a Fish-O-fish for my breakfast at McDoanld. Then, after finishing my Chinese History, I had to go to Tsim Sha Tsui to purchase my Air Range Uniform with Wince.
AT about 1630, I went to Hang Hau to meet my love, then we went to Polytechnic University and I backed home at 1915. We can meet today, but in the coming days, we might not meet since we had to work separately. By the way, I love him!
I had Mathematics lesson today again, it made me yarn and fell asleep... After having our Mathematics lesson, I had a Fish-O-fish for my breakfast at McDoanld. Then, after finishing my Chinese History, I had to go to Tsim Sha Tsui to purchase my Air Range Uniform with Wince.
AT about 1630, I went to Hang Hau to meet my love, then we went to Polytechnic University and I backed home at 1915. We can meet today, but in the coming days, we might not meet since we had to work separately. By the way, I love him!
2007-10-08
Hope not to be happened again
YESTERDAY was my first time that I said''Break up'' with my love since I still really love him at all. I cannot stand to accept another girl in our love, it seem like a splinter in our heart, so I wanted to leave again. I think I cannot wait for the right time cause if the right time is came when I have to leave Hong Kong, then what should we do?
LUCKILY, we did not separate and hopefully we won't be separate in no time. I really love him and I felt painful that I met him today. Maybe, it is because of yesterday night... In fact, I am afraiding...
BY the way, I had much happy moment today and I study hard too. I know I have to hold my time seriously since I have less time for my studies now. That is why, I have to start my studies now (*0*).
LUCKILY, we did not separate and hopefully we won't be separate in no time. I really love him and I felt painful that I met him today. Maybe, it is because of yesterday night... In fact, I am afraiding...
BY the way, I had much happy moment today and I study hard too. I know I have to hold my time seriously since I have less time for my studies now. That is why, I have to start my studies now (*0*).
2007-10-07
Smiles by heart
TODAY I got up at 1300 and had a great bath with much bubble (It means whirlpool.). Then I went to my love's home and had a revision. At 1845, I backed to home with a heavy heart...
BY the way, it is not important to know what was happened. Besides, I felt happy again within 15 minutes because I met a guy who is a British. He asked me where is Kowloon City and we talked for a while. He is so nice and he extolled me at all. It made me smile again...
SMILES is an excellent pill to let me happy. There are somethings we cannot change but only can accept, but what can we do? We can only change our mind. So, I am better now and I love him very much.
BY the way, it is not important to know what was happened. Besides, I felt happy again within 15 minutes because I met a guy who is a British. He asked me where is Kowloon City and we talked for a while. He is so nice and he extolled me at all. It made me smile again...
SMILES is an excellent pill to let me happy. There are somethings we cannot change but only can accept, but what can we do? We can only change our mind. So, I am better now and I love him very much.
Air Dakota
I had to get up at early 0800 today (I mean 06/10) since I had a regularly meeting with my lovely ranges. They did well today, the meeting was went through smoothly and we could finish it at 1200. Sadly, I had to handle a lot of jobs cause there are many programmes in the coming year. Then, my schedule started to be fulled.
YET, I got a part-time with $47/hr which is being a tutariol teacher in Chuk Yuen. This job is better than before. In fact, I do not want to work part-time, however, I had to pay for the charge of our refrigerator for 12 months.
AFTER having a regularly meeting with ranges, I had to back school for my Geography lesson which is a stupid lesson (*0*). Following that, I went to my last Dactylology Course alone. My ex-boyfriend did not go with me and he did not talk much with me. I felt confused and a little upset.
BY the way, my love and I did not meet for 2 days again. I miss him but I am used to feel so. He have much to do in the coming days and I have too. Maybe, we cannot meet frequency starting from next week since we had to work and go to school. It upset me...
YET, I got a part-time with $47/hr which is being a tutariol teacher in Chuk Yuen. This job is better than before. In fact, I do not want to work part-time, however, I had to pay for the charge of our refrigerator for 12 months.
AFTER having a regularly meeting with ranges, I had to back school for my Geography lesson which is a stupid lesson (*0*). Following that, I went to my last Dactylology Course alone. My ex-boyfriend did not go with me and he did not talk much with me. I felt confused and a little upset.
BY the way, my love and I did not meet for 2 days again. I miss him but I am used to feel so. He have much to do in the coming days and I have too. Maybe, we cannot meet frequency starting from next week since we had to work and go to school. It upset me...
2007-10-04
Busy day
TODAY, I had my favour lesson - English. Mr. Hon asked a question, it make me feel confusing. ''Use less / fewer plastic-bags, what should we use? And why?'' I knew that it must be ''Use less plactis-bags'', but I do not know why? How can I find it?
HAVING a bath and went out with Miki at 1730, thanks for accompanying me to Polytechnic University. Following that, we went to Monk Kok and had a window shopping again. We waited Suen at McDonald till 2045. We had dinner together, we talked a lots and I feel great!
AT 2245, I accompanied my love to have a dinner in Wong Tai Sin. After that, we walked for a while and I backed home at 2345. In fact, I do not think we can meet today orginially, yet, we met. I really miss him and wanted to see him at most time.
HAVING a bath and went out with Miki at 1730, thanks for accompanying me to Polytechnic University. Following that, we went to Monk Kok and had a window shopping again. We waited Suen at McDonald till 2045. We had dinner together, we talked a lots and I feel great!
AT 2245, I accompanied my love to have a dinner in Wong Tai Sin. After that, we walked for a while and I backed home at 2345. In fact, I do not think we can meet today orginially, yet, we met. I really miss him and wanted to see him at most time.
2007-10-03
Terribles
SCHOOL-DAY again, today I had Geography and Economics. There were nothings happened. By the way, there were some horrible things occured, I was molested by some loathsome guys. In the MTR station, the guy held my waist and I sceamed loudly. Then the guy was being arrested by a stationmaster. Sadly, I felt bad and upset about it.
THE second time was that when Mui, Poon and I had lunch in a Noodles Store. While we were talking cheerfully, four guys sat nearby and started to looking at us. We felt extremely bad and they looked at us for about half an hour. Is it crazy? In fact, we wore uniform today, nothings can be vision of.
AT night, I had dinner with my love, but just an hour... It cannot fulfil my expectation. Yet, it is okay that we can meet today (^0^). Also, I just backed home since I had to return all my job of St.John. Now, I can have a rest first and study later. Added Oil to all of us!
THE second time was that when Mui, Poon and I had lunch in a Noodles Store. While we were talking cheerfully, four guys sat nearby and started to looking at us. We felt extremely bad and they looked at us for about half an hour. Is it crazy? In fact, we wore uniform today, nothings can be vision of.
AT night, I had dinner with my love, but just an hour... It cannot fulfil my expectation. Yet, it is okay that we can meet today (^0^). Also, I just backed home since I had to return all my job of St.John. Now, I can have a rest first and study later. Added Oil to all of us!
Stomach-boom
MY stomach was so bad and be boomed. I felt bad and it started at 1630. Form 0800, I backed school and have two lessons, I really hate Mathematics. It let me fell asleep since these topics were too easy for me. I felt boring and dull at all. During the 2.5 hours of the lesson, my watch was nearly decayed since I watched this for thousands time.
AFTER having all my lessons, I left school and backed home at 1500. Around 1520, I approcahed at the Polytechnic University and started my self-study. At about 1630, I felt bad and I had to waiting my love since he had a presentation till 1800.
THE time was pass through very slowly, I watched and watched on my watch for many times again. Following that, I backed home at 1840. I slept for 3 hours and now I have to start my study again. By the way, I feel great because my love was care about me attentively (*0*).
AFTER having all my lessons, I left school and backed home at 1500. Around 1520, I approcahed at the Polytechnic University and started my self-study. At about 1630, I felt bad and I had to waiting my love since he had a presentation till 1800.
THE time was pass through very slowly, I watched and watched on my watch for many times again. Following that, I backed home at 1840. I slept for 3 hours and now I have to start my study again. By the way, I feel great because my love was care about me attentively (*0*).
2007-10-01
National Day
NATIONAL Day is an important day of our Chinese. In 1949, there was an People Repulic's of China established, that was our China. Isn't it sound cold? Today, we have fire-work and a sweetie family day.
MY love and I stayed at my flat since 1600 till now. It was great, we can meet today (*0*). I have to start my study after he leave, but not now. Tomorrow I have two lessons, there are Mathematics and Chinese History. Oh! My God! Please kill me at all. I do not want the Mathematics lesson since the teacher is so stupid and the lesson is so boring.
NOWADAY, I want a simple life and a simple heart with my love ,all my friends and family. By the way, I miss my love since he is beside me, do you know what I mean, just started missing that he leave later. It is crazy!
MY love and I stayed at my flat since 1600 till now. It was great, we can meet today (*0*). I have to start my study after he leave, but not now. Tomorrow I have two lessons, there are Mathematics and Chinese History. Oh! My God! Please kill me at all. I do not want the Mathematics lesson since the teacher is so stupid and the lesson is so boring.
NOWADAY, I want a simple life and a simple heart with my love ,all my friends and family. By the way, I miss my love since he is beside me, do you know what I mean, just started missing that he leave later. It is crazy!
2007-09-30
BBQ Night
THIS is 2317, I just backed home and had a bath. It made my feel great since I was tirty after having BBQ. I do not want to leave because the BBQ was so excellent. Many nice guys and handsome men (^0^). Yet, no one can made my heart breath...
SADLY, we might not meet tonight. He did not have any call till now. Then we had not meet for 3 days, it is not too long for me, yet, I feel sad either. I really want to hold his hand now... By the way, I had a wonderful night and today was Mimi, Amy and Samon's birthday. In fact, I forgot it... We had a big birthday cake and we sang the birthday songs for 3 times. It is really happy today.
SADLY, we might not meet tonight. He did not have any call till now. Then we had not meet for 3 days, it is not too long for me, yet, I feel sad either. I really want to hold his hand now... By the way, I had a wonderful night and today was Mimi, Amy and Samon's birthday. In fact, I forgot it... We had a big birthday cake and we sang the birthday songs for 3 times. It is really happy today.
Under-Poor
HOW can I be poor like this? I cannot believe that! Yesterday, I did not go out for any places because I got sick and my head seem to be boomed. Then, I studied all day and I had a revision on my English from P4 till now. Is that sound crazy?
MY love and I did not meet for 2 days already. I miss him, but I can accept we did not meet till there are 6 months. So, I think 2 days are okay for me. By the way, I am going to a BBQ holding by Jacky and PwC. Beside, I have no expectation on it, just want to waste my time with my friends (*0*).
TONIGHT, maybe I can meet my love since my parents backed to mainland China till tomorrow night. Hopefully, we can meet tonight and have a great mid-night.
MY love and I did not meet for 2 days already. I miss him, but I can accept we did not meet till there are 6 months. So, I think 2 days are okay for me. By the way, I am going to a BBQ holding by Jacky and PwC. Beside, I have no expectation on it, just want to waste my time with my friends (*0*).
TONIGHT, maybe I can meet my love since my parents backed to mainland China till tomorrow night. Hopefully, we can meet tonight and have a great mid-night.
2007-09-28
Self-study Day
ENGLISH lesson again, I'm lovin it! It was interesting and funny, Mr. Hon always plays jokes on others (^0^). Besides, I was one of the 7 people who got full marks on gerund and I felt great. After this excellent lesson, I had a History lesson, started to be in hurry. The Doctor spoke very fast and I felt that I was in the China on the period of 1930-1970. Was that sound cold?
AFTER-SCHOOL, I backed home and had a deep sleep. It made me become full of power and I am ready to study hard. By the way, my love and I cannot meet today and I miss him very much...
EVERYDAY, I love him more and more. I cannot help to missing him and loving him. Sadly, I hate counting down and I want to forget his girlfriend...
AFTER-SCHOOL, I backed home and had a deep sleep. It made me become full of power and I am ready to study hard. By the way, my love and I cannot meet today and I miss him very much...
EVERYDAY, I love him more and more. I cannot help to missing him and loving him. Sadly, I hate counting down and I want to forget his girlfriend...
2007-09-27
Causeway-Bay
SCHOOL-DAY again, these were Chinese and English, both are my favour subjects. That is why the time was passed through quickly today. Lucy and I had to go to HoLap and give a Foot-Drilling Training Course for guides orginially, sadly it was cancelled when we backed to HoLap. I was disappointed about it!
YET, I went to North-Point and waited my love, then we walked for a while. We talked and walked, then we approached to Causeway-Bay unwittingly. After having a meal in ''Tai Lee'', we went to our hallowed place - Book Cafe. We went to People's Recreation Community Cafe this time.
HAVING a great moment, we backed to home at 2200. We chated cheerfully. If everyday likes today, I will never be regreted again. By the way, I have to work very hard on my study and get a outstanding result.
YET, I went to North-Point and waited my love, then we walked for a while. We talked and walked, then we approached to Causeway-Bay unwittingly. After having a meal in ''Tai Lee'', we went to our hallowed place - Book Cafe. We went to People's Recreation Community Cafe this time.
HAVING a great moment, we backed to home at 2200. We chated cheerfully. If everyday likes today, I will never be regreted again. By the way, I have to work very hard on my study and get a outstanding result.
2007-09-26
Upset again
EVERYTIME I think of my love, I feel hurt since yesterday. We met two days once, we can only meet for some moment. In fact, I want to leave, I am afraid. From the date we started, I am ready to separate all the time, I cannot believe him at all. I feel pressured when I think of this.
SADLY, what can I do? Maybe, I should not think too much. Our love is not a health love, so there are some problems, isn't it?
MAYBE, I should find someone to balance my love and I. I cannot be balanced again. I cannot accept he will not be with me when it is festival. Moon Festival mean that ''人月兩團圓'', so, he can be with his girlfriend, but what about me?
''SORRY'' cannot solve the problems, only can make him become less guilty, but rise of my upset. I hate this 5 words...
SADLY, what can I do? Maybe, I should not think too much. Our love is not a health love, so there are some problems, isn't it?
MAYBE, I should find someone to balance my love and I. I cannot be balanced again. I cannot accept he will not be with me when it is festival. Moon Festival mean that ''人月兩團圓'', so, he can be with his girlfriend, but what about me?
''SORRY'' cannot solve the problems, only can make him become less guilty, but rise of my upset. I hate this 5 words...
2007-09-25
Moon Festival
EVERYONE said ''Happy Mid-Autumn Festival", was I happy? Maybe. By the way, the point is we met today. In fact, I did not think we could meet because this was the date of their acquaintion as I said yesterday. I know I do not have any post to be envious of his girlfriend since she is the ''legal girlfriend''.
TODAY was the Causel-Wear day organized by the Public Welfare Fund. However, I did not dress up and wore uniform only. After having all lessons, I left school at 1415 and I backed home to have a shower. Then, I went to Kowloon Bay to met my love, we had a tea at the Delifrance. Following that, we went to IKEA Hong Kong and played for an hour. It was so sweet and delight.
HOPEFULLY, everyday will be bright with my love. In fact, it is the most important that we have blissful memories in this year and I believe we will.
TODAY was the Causel-Wear day organized by the Public Welfare Fund. However, I did not dress up and wore uniform only. After having all lessons, I left school at 1415 and I backed home to have a shower. Then, I went to Kowloon Bay to met my love, we had a tea at the Delifrance. Following that, we went to IKEA Hong Kong and played for an hour. It was so sweet and delight.
HOPEFULLY, everyday will be bright with my love. In fact, it is the most important that we have blissful memories in this year and I believe we will.
2007-09-24
Three Years
IT was a sad-day. I did not know how to express my upset... Today was Kelvin's date of death, His mother and brother backed to Hong Kong last night, and we had dinner together. We went to Tsuen Wan and visited Kelvin today. I remembered each of our things, I cried and cried like a baby. Then we went back LokFu with heavy heart.
THESE days, I cried for many times, lot of things happened beside me and all these were no good for me. I felt stressed again. But I had to laugh and laugh to every people, I wanted to cry and cry loudly. I wanted my love can be with me today, sadly, he had to go to work and we can only met for 30 minutes.
AFTER we backed to LokFu, we approached to Monk Kok for dinner with my parents and brother, also Kelvin's mother and brother. Fortunately, we had a good dinner in WaRaWaRa Restaurant for Japanese meals. At 2230, I went home by MTR.
FEELING worst, I think no one can help me. Tomorrow, I won't meet my love and he have to meet his girfriend. This was the date they were acquainted for two years. I feel sad, but GOD KNOW!
THESE days, I cried for many times, lot of things happened beside me and all these were no good for me. I felt stressed again. But I had to laugh and laugh to every people, I wanted to cry and cry loudly. I wanted my love can be with me today, sadly, he had to go to work and we can only met for 30 minutes.
AFTER we backed to LokFu, we approached to Monk Kok for dinner with my parents and brother, also Kelvin's mother and brother. Fortunately, we had a good dinner in WaRaWaRa Restaurant for Japanese meals. At 2230, I went home by MTR.
FEELING worst, I think no one can help me. Tomorrow, I won't meet my love and he have to meet his girfriend. This was the date they were acquainted for two years. I feel sad, but GOD KNOW!
2007-09-23
Love is no wrong
I feel stressed again after a year. But what can I do? I want everyone happy only, how can it be too difficult? Is there anyone can tell what can I do? Is there anyone can tell am I right?
LOVE is no wrong, isn't it? Why I feel that I chose wrong again? Why I feel guilty again? Why I feel that I lost somethings important? Why... Maybe, no one can answer. A year ago, I faced the same contradiction. At last, I chose my ex-boyfriend. Is it wrong? I do not know, but I regreted doing so.
FROM the day my love and I started, I knew that it was hard to keep long. My mottov is that I must be do anythings that I will happy this year. Sadly, I feel lost... By the way, I am not going to finish our relation now. It is because I know we will be excellent these day.
I cannot stand crying and crying last night. I cannot stand thinking of my ex-boyfriend. If Kelvin were here, I won't be too lost.
LOVE is no wrong, isn't it? Why I feel that I chose wrong again? Why I feel guilty again? Why I feel that I lost somethings important? Why... Maybe, no one can answer. A year ago, I faced the same contradiction. At last, I chose my ex-boyfriend. Is it wrong? I do not know, but I regreted doing so.
FROM the day my love and I started, I knew that it was hard to keep long. My mottov is that I must be do anythings that I will happy this year. Sadly, I feel lost... By the way, I am not going to finish our relation now. It is because I know we will be excellent these day.
I cannot stand crying and crying last night. I cannot stand thinking of my ex-boyfriend. If Kelvin were here, I won't be too lost.
2007-09-22
Up and Down
MANY things happened today, I did not know how can I organised it. Besides, I feel extremely happy and extremely upset today. Is that sound strange?
BY the way, my love and I met at 1800 today, we went to Harbour-City and City-Super. We shopped for 1.5 hours and we went back LokFu at 1935. Then we bought dinner at Jusco. We backed home and cooked our dinner. His first time cooking was so good (*0*), it touch and sweet. After having a great dinner, we talked a lots till 2345.
ALSO, I feel that he is believeable whenever he love two people or not. I feel his heart and I know his mind. I think he know more about me since tonight.
SADLY, I told lie to my ex-boyfriend that I was at home alone. At that moment, he was in the corridor outside my flat. I felt that he was sad and wanted to cry. However, I did not know what can I do. In fact, I wanted to cry either, I felt extremely bad. I do not want any body will upset because of me.
BESIDES, I felt bad about that how can he went to the outside of my flat and see what I was doing. I felt pressured and my privacy was being invaded... This was not the first time, I felt terrible and I scared about it.
Yet, I felt wonderful today. From now on, I can do what I want to do with my love. I have no necessary to care about my ex-boyfriend because he said that I will no longer be his friend. My love and I had a excellent night and we are closer to each others.
BY the way, my love and I met at 1800 today, we went to Harbour-City and City-Super. We shopped for 1.5 hours and we went back LokFu at 1935. Then we bought dinner at Jusco. We backed home and cooked our dinner. His first time cooking was so good (*0*), it touch and sweet. After having a great dinner, we talked a lots till 2345.
ALSO, I feel that he is believeable whenever he love two people or not. I feel his heart and I know his mind. I think he know more about me since tonight.
SADLY, I told lie to my ex-boyfriend that I was at home alone. At that moment, he was in the corridor outside my flat. I felt that he was sad and wanted to cry. However, I did not know what can I do. In fact, I wanted to cry either, I felt extremely bad. I do not want any body will upset because of me.
BESIDES, I felt bad about that how can he went to the outside of my flat and see what I was doing. I felt pressured and my privacy was being invaded... This was not the first time, I felt terrible and I scared about it.
Yet, I felt wonderful today. From now on, I can do what I want to do with my love. I have no necessary to care about my ex-boyfriend because he said that I will no longer be his friend. My love and I had a excellent night and we are closer to each others.
Unslept night
MIDNIGHT always make me down, maybe it is not because of midnight. Maybe, it is because of me, I like thinking and thinking. So, I feel stressed sometimes. I cannot sleep last night, in fact, my love and I talked in the phone till 0532. After that, I started to think and think. Everytime, we are happy while we are talking or meeting. However, we will begin sad and think sometimes. Is that no good?
BESIDES, I felt better after having a talk with him. I do not know why he always know that I am unhappy. He said that it is his feeling, maybe that is true. But that is a good thing, isn't it?
BY the way, I just backed from the Range Council of 2007, that was some stupid guys doing stupid things. Everythings was not ready yet, and they started to plan. After disscussion. I asked some questions: Are there anyone hold on each function? Are there any budget for each function? Are there anyone ask for sponsor or help?
TIME pass through quickly, they dead-air for sometimes, and started to talk about the person in charge for each function, budget and sponsor & help. I think they are wasting my time, but I leaded them to plan all these. I do not know why they can do so, but I think they are not organising things, they only giving ideas and suggestions. However, I know that they will be better later, so ADD OIL. (*0*)
BESIDES, I felt better after having a talk with him. I do not know why he always know that I am unhappy. He said that it is his feeling, maybe that is true. But that is a good thing, isn't it?
BY the way, I just backed from the Range Council of 2007, that was some stupid guys doing stupid things. Everythings was not ready yet, and they started to plan. After disscussion. I asked some questions: Are there anyone hold on each function? Are there any budget for each function? Are there anyone ask for sponsor or help?
TIME pass through quickly, they dead-air for sometimes, and started to talk about the person in charge for each function, budget and sponsor & help. I think they are wasting my time, but I leaded them to plan all these. I do not know why they can do so, but I think they are not organising things, they only giving ideas and suggestions. However, I know that they will be better later, so ADD OIL. (*0*)
2007-09-21
What ma I?
TWO words only, it made me cry and cry like a child... It could break my heart and it was hurt... I wanted to leave again. Maybe, only leaving can solve our problem, or maybe, I should not mind about it. Treause our time? Or just leave alone?
HOW can a person love two people as the same? What am I? We love clandestinely and our love cannot open. Are our love like a secret? Or just keep it a sercet forever? I cannot tell anyone, I cannot keep it anymore. But I have to... Isn't it?
HOW can a person love two people as the same? What am I? We love clandestinely and our love cannot open. Are our love like a secret? Or just keep it a sercet forever? I cannot tell anyone, I cannot keep it anymore. But I have to... Isn't it?
Lonely Friday
YESTERDAY, I slept at 2130 and I cannot got up at 0200. Then I cannot have my revision on today's Quiz and I felt bad about it. Lucky, my Quiz were quite good and the lessons was go smoothly.
TODAY, my love and I cannot met. That upset me and I miss him so much. In fact, I had to go out with Kayan and CK, and he had a function of scout. The time was not match, so we did not met. Also, we did not talk in the phone last night...Besides, I get sick, and feel bad...
TODAY, my love and I cannot met. That upset me and I miss him so much. In fact, I had to go out with Kayan and CK, and he had a function of scout. The time was not match, so we did not met. Also, we did not talk in the phone last night...Besides, I get sick, and feel bad...
2007-09-20
Festivalwalk
THURSDAY is my favour-day, today's lessons were Chinese and English, I love it. After finished my lessons, I met my love at Kowloon Tong MTR station and we went home. I had a quick shower and we went out at 1700. Then we approcahed to the Resturant at Kowloon Tong and had a window-shopping in Festivalwalk.
TODAY we met for 3 hours, I feel excellent and I really love him. Besides, I feel stress that I have some Quiz tomorrow and the point is all of these Quiz are English. I hope that I could finish all of them tonight. Also, I received the letters of Aeon again, it is the time for paying again. My wallet is losing weight... By the way, I have to work on my work now.
TODAY we met for 3 hours, I feel excellent and I really love him. Besides, I feel stress that I have some Quiz tomorrow and the point is all of these Quiz are English. I hope that I could finish all of them tonight. Also, I received the letters of Aeon again, it is the time for paying again. My wallet is losing weight... By the way, I have to work on my work now.
2007-09-19
Mediterranean Arts Festival
I want to approach it, however, the ticket is so expensive. Also, there are no friends interested about it. I think this is a good chance to let me know more about Italy, I want to know more about Kelvin, my ex-boyfriend. In fact, I miss him so much. He left me since 3 years-ago, I feel sad when I think of him.
HE is so important for me, it is not because I love him. It is because he is my real best friend, he always beside me. I cannot help to count on him at the past. He never let me down or upset. Whenever I love him or not, he loved me and protected me at all.
HE is so important for me, it is not because I love him. It is because he is my real best friend, he always beside me. I cannot help to count on him at the past. He never let me down or upset. Whenever I love him or not, he loved me and protected me at all.
A Common-Day
THIS stupid morning, I cannot get up at 0645, I woke up at 0737. That was so worst and I go out at 0742. I think it was my new record of taking a shower and dressing up. Today's lessons were Geography and Economics, there were nothing special. I finished all at 1350 and had a lunch with Poon.
FOLLOWING that, I went home and had a wonderful bath. At 1530, I backed to HoLap College again for having a Foot-Drilling Training to our Guides. That was ok, and I left at 1715. In fact, I had to go to Kwun Tong and meet my love orginially. Sadly, he had to back home and took a rest. Today was our second day that we did not meet. (-0-)
TODAY, I miss my friends, we are long time no see. When can we meet? Hopefully, it will be coming soon.
FOLLOWING that, I went home and had a wonderful bath. At 1530, I backed to HoLap College again for having a Foot-Drilling Training to our Guides. That was ok, and I left at 1715. In fact, I had to go to Kwun Tong and meet my love orginially. Sadly, he had to back home and took a rest. Today was our second day that we did not meet. (-0-)
TODAY, I miss my friends, we are long time no see. When can we meet? Hopefully, it will be coming soon.
2007-09-18
School-Opening Ceremony
THIS morning, I woke up at 0730 and left home at 0800. Today was our School-Opening Ceremony at Tuen Mun Centre Hall. It was so far away from me, and I took 61X to there. Starting from 0930, we sat and waited for 1.5 hours till it started. The Ceremony started at 1100 and the Principals started to talk for a while.
MICHAEL. G was so funny, his behavious made us laugh loudy. I wanted to have his lesson quickly (the coming lesson is tomorrow). Besides, I think June Leung is a little strange, she always look downward while she is taking photo, also she is not beauty as we see in the posters.
AT about 1630, I backed to HoLap College again. My love had to deal with the vowing function later, so I waited him in the carteen. Then, I met Alexander and we talked for some time. While my love finished his work, we had some Chinese-Dersert and went to Polytechnic University at 1800.
AT night, after I had my self-study and my love finished his lesson, we went home by bus. (Is it sound sweet? In fact, he had escort me home only, we are not in a same house or flat. (>0<)). By the way, It is so happy to see him everyday, whenever we can only met when we are at bus or time between some events.
MICHAEL. G was so funny, his behavious made us laugh loudy. I wanted to have his lesson quickly (the coming lesson is tomorrow). Besides, I think June Leung is a little strange, she always look downward while she is taking photo, also she is not beauty as we see in the posters.
AT about 1630, I backed to HoLap College again. My love had to deal with the vowing function later, so I waited him in the carteen. Then, I met Alexander and we talked for some time. While my love finished his work, we had some Chinese-Dersert and went to Polytechnic University at 1800.
AT night, after I had my self-study and my love finished his lesson, we went home by bus. (Is it sound sweet? In fact, he had escort me home only, we are not in a same house or flat. (>0<)). By the way, It is so happy to see him everyday, whenever we can only met when we are at bus or time between some events.
Perfect Dinner
SCHOOL-DAY again, I had Mathematics and Chinese today. Mathematics was so boring, I wanted to sleep at all, Chinese was funny for me. It teached me a lot of history about China. After having my lessons, my friends and I went to McDonald and I had a filet-o-fish without sauce for my lunch. We talked and talked for some moment and we left about 1430.
FOLLOWING that, I backed to home and had a wonderful bath. Then, I approcahed to HoLap College of giving a Foot-Drill Training for the guides. I left HoLap College at 1630 and I went to Polytechnic University for self-study till 2130.
IN fact, I just had my great dinner with my love and backed home. All meals are prefect with my love. (*0*)
FOLLOWING that, I backed to home and had a wonderful bath. Then, I approcahed to HoLap College of giving a Foot-Drill Training for the guides. I left HoLap College at 1630 and I went to Polytechnic University for self-study till 2130.
IN fact, I just had my great dinner with my love and backed home. All meals are prefect with my love. (*0*)
2007-09-16
Life
AFTER having breakfast with my love, I went to the hospital and had a regular body check. My mother would attend me to go originally, yet she had to go to play marjong. Following that, I had a check and waited for some time. While I was waiting for the report, I went to TungWuh Hospital and visited a elder.
TODAY I saw life. I can feel it and touch it, also losing it. It's hurt, I feel stress about it. A person who is health the day before yestherday, maybe it will die today, maybe it will become illness today, maybe it will stay for die today. Is it horrible? Then, I went home with a heavy heart.
SINCE that moment, I am thinking of ''what is life?'', ''what is that mean?'', ''should everyone develop somethings to the world or itself?'' I don't know, I can only feel loss...
TODAY I saw life. I can feel it and touch it, also losing it. It's hurt, I feel stress about it. A person who is health the day before yestherday, maybe it will die today, maybe it will become illness today, maybe it will stay for die today. Is it horrible? Then, I went home with a heavy heart.
SINCE that moment, I am thinking of ''what is life?'', ''what is that mean?'', ''should everyone develop somethings to the world or itself?'' I don't know, I can only feel loss...
Treasure Our Time
I just backed home, at 0745 I went out with my lover. We had a breakfast together. Last night, he went hiking at Lantau for training. Following that, he approached LokFu and we went to ''Yim Cha''.
FROM the day we started, about 20-21/AUG, we had dated everyday. How long would it be? By the way, I thought it is important that I must treasure our time. My motto is ''I Laugh, I Relax'', that is why I always laugh whenever happy or not. I think everythings we face are essential, because that makes our life become colourful. Life seem like a rainbow, we have to let it grow to bright and brilliant.
FROM the day we started, about 20-21/AUG, we had dated everyday. How long would it be? By the way, I thought it is important that I must treasure our time. My motto is ''I Laugh, I Relax'', that is why I always laugh whenever happy or not. I think everythings we face are essential, because that makes our life become colourful. Life seem like a rainbow, we have to let it grow to bright and brilliant.
2007-09-15
Laughed me to death
TODAY I went to a Leadership Training Course from Girl Guides Association, um... I thought that was ok, but not so good. There were a little bit boring and dull. Then, I went to a Dactylology Training Course, I thought that was very interesting, also I tried to play a song, wah, was that sound great?
THIS night, I watched some programme from Peal, they were ''America's Funniest Home Video'', that was so great! This was the most funny video I have even seen! You know what I mean, I thought they were so cute, they did stupid things and make me laughed all the video.
FEELING excellent, I watched the other programme which called ''America's Got Talent''. That was a amazing programme. One of the girl preformed callisthenics, It seemed too usual. Out of curious, I watched it and I thought that was a magic! I cannot describle it by my writing.
THIS night, I watched some programme from Peal, they were ''America's Funniest Home Video'', that was so great! This was the most funny video I have even seen! You know what I mean, I thought they were so cute, they did stupid things and make me laughed all the video.
FEELING excellent, I watched the other programme which called ''America's Got Talent''. That was a amazing programme. One of the girl preformed callisthenics, It seemed too usual. Out of curious, I watched it and I thought that was a magic! I cannot describle it by my writing.
Feeling Stress
MY English seem like a Limited Company, I can't express my mind well. IMPROVEMENTS are very important for me on my poor English now.
I thought many at midnight... ''want to stop what we are doing, Do you know? I want to run away, I think what you told me were lying, I can't believe you as well, maybe you will talk the same things to your girlfriend. I don't know what should I do since I think you cannot bear to hear that.
BESIDES, I LOVE HIM very much, I afraid he will leave me alone. I afraid that he will let me down, I afraid that I will become too count on him... I hope he won't let me cry...
I thought many at midnight... ''want to stop what we are doing, Do you know? I want to run away, I think what you told me were lying, I can't believe you as well, maybe you will talk the same things to your girlfriend. I don't know what should I do since I think you cannot bear to hear that.
BESIDES, I LOVE HIM very much, I afraid he will leave me alone. I afraid that he will let me down, I afraid that I will become too count on him... I hope he won't let me cry...
2007-09-14
A Wonderful-Day
WILL we be forever? Surely, not! In fact, I know that if we are together now, then we won't be forever. We are too young, I have lots of things want to try. So...
THIS beautiful day, I met with my honey at Kwun Tong at about 1800, I can't help missing him so much. Following that, we went to his home and had a pillow talk, it sweets and touches. Time was pasting too fast, we left his home at 1900, I had to go home, and had dinner with my mum.
SADLY, my father scolded me on my way home that I was late to home since it was 1900 only! Is it crazy? He said that I must accompanied my mum. I knew that, but it was 1900 only! We talked rudely and seemed like exchanging fire. After a deep breath, I stayed calm and told him I was backing home.
FEELING upset, I wanna to sleep early tonight. I don't want to see my father's face, he was too unreasonable...
THIS beautiful day, I met with my honey at Kwun Tong at about 1800, I can't help missing him so much. Following that, we went to his home and had a pillow talk, it sweets and touches. Time was pasting too fast, we left his home at 1900, I had to go home, and had dinner with my mum.
SADLY, my father scolded me on my way home that I was late to home since it was 1900 only! Is it crazy? He said that I must accompanied my mum. I knew that, but it was 1900 only! We talked rudely and seemed like exchanging fire. After a deep breath, I stayed calm and told him I was backing home.
FEELING upset, I wanna to sleep early tonight. I don't want to see my father's face, he was too unreasonable...
2007-09-13
I LOVE HIM
TODAY I went out with my lover (*0*), he told me many things about his school-life, his family, his friends... Also, we had the dinner in a lovely place, a old place, called ''Shau Kei Wan''. After having a great dinner, we went to North Point and ate some delicious snacks.
FINALLY, the book store was so wonderful, many books I want, we had a very excellent night.
MY baby I love was a outstanding man, I LOVE HIM very much.
FINALLY, the book store was so wonderful, many books I want, we had a very excellent night.
MY baby I love was a outstanding man, I LOVE HIM very much.
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